Are You Cheating Yourself Out of Greatness Due to Fear?

By , SparkPeople Blogger
"No matter how slow you go, you're still lapping everyone on the couch." Susie Miller

I've always joked about the fact that I'm a slow runner. I remind my kids that even though they can beat me in a sprint, eventually my endurance will win out and I'll catch them. Just as the tortoise eventually caught up to the hare, it just takes me a little while longer.

Have you ever been intimidated to try new activities because you know there's a chance you'll finish last or can't keep up? Are you worried that people will judge you because of it? Perhaps there's a class at the gym you've always wanted to try, but you're not sure if you're fit enough. Maybe you'd love to take a walk or jog around the neighborhood, but don't want everyone to judge your form or pace. Have you ever stopped to think that maybe you're too focused on other's opinions when you should just be focusing on yourself?

I used to be self-conscious about the fact that I couldn't possibly keep up with the front (or even middle) of the pack when I'd run with a group. No matter how much effort I put into training for a race—speed work, hill work, long runs, tempo runs—I never really got much faster. I recall one four-mile race where I put 100 percent into the training and ran with maximum effort on race day—only to end up with a middle-of-the-pack finish and a bad memory from feeling like I was going to get sick throughout the entire race. After the race, I decided to accept that speed was not my given talent, which allows me to enjoy the experience rather than worry about my place in the standings.

Fast forward a few years and it was time to tackle a new adventure: Muay Thai kickboxing. The martial art felt way outside my comfort zone. What if I messed up and ended up with a black eye that I'd have to explain to the other moms at school pickup? While others might have taken it as a badge of honor, for me it represented total embarrassment. Among other fears, I was acutely aware of the fact that I was the oldest person in the class—by a lot—and while I tried to ignore that many of the students were old enough to be my children, it wasn't always easy. I'm not sure if it was age or just my brain being so crowded with other thoughts, but it always took me longer to pick up on things than it took most others in the class.

Over time I was able to conquer those fears and get comfortable with the fact that I was not a typical Muay Thai student. How? It wasn't easy, but as I met more people in the class, I started to realize that everyone was there for themselves and they weren't focusing on what I was doing. I also discovered that people wanted to help and appreciated that I was there for different reasons.

It was okay that I wasn't training to be a prize fighter, just like it was okay that I wasn't running at the front of the pack. Many of those imaginary judgements were created in my head. Recognizing that I was my own worst enemy, I felt empowered that I could take control over my reaction and push through those feelings to do the things I wanted to do without fear of judgment or failure.  

SparkPeople member MASTERCARE recently wrote an inspiring blog about finishing last and feeling defeated—until she realized what was more important was that she didn't give up. She could have dwelled on the fact that she was slower than the rest, but instead decided to focus on what was amazing about her accomplishment. That simple shift in thinking gave her the confidence to know she could go back and do it again.

If you're worried about failure, or if you're down because you've tried and you're at the back of the pack, consider this:
  • You're a success because you're out there getting fit.
  • You're brave because you're not letting fear dictate your life.
  • You're powerful because you control your emotions instead of them controlling you.
  • You're worthy because you deserve to live adventurously instead of on the sidelines.
  • You're courageous because you're willing to step outside of your comfort zone.
  • Your ability to succeed is only limited by your own reservations.
Even after the positive self-talk, you might still have doubts. In those times, it helps to have a strong support system of family, friends, the SparkPeople Community and others around you to give you that extra push to try something new or just persevere. We all need that gentle nudge from time to time to keep us moving in the right direction. Plus, who knows who else you might inspire by sticking with it?

Has there ever been a time when you tried and felt like a failure or were too scared to even try? How did you handle it?

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SHOAPIE 7/29/2019
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BRENNAN_ARMACOS 7/28/2019
I've tried running several times, but I can't breathe when I'm running, because I have exercise asthma. Breathing fast hurts my lungs. So I just stayed with walking. Report
MSROZZIE 7/28/2019
Good need-to-know information, thanks for sharing! Report
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JIACOLO 7/27/2019
I am definitely ruled by fear although I do not understand it. Report
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DRAGONFLY631 6/16/2019
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IAMBEKA 2/21/2019
Guilty here too of feeling judged in group classes or jogging in public. It's true that most of the time your the only one judging you. Time to be proud of just showing up and trying! Report
CAROLYNINJOY1 1/9/2019
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This was something I needed. Had nothing to do with exercise or dieting to me. To me it meant that although I was not a good cellist, I have the courage to try and persevere. That even though I may never sound good to myself or others I am learning in the process and I am not letting my fear of being so-so stop me from trying. Report
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I've done several 5K's in our area. I've always said that I will never WIN a medal (they give some away for participation), but I will NEVER quit!!! Report
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I was scared to try Zumba. I loved the pulse pounding music, but had never taken dance and was quite uncoordinated and clumsy. I thought I would be a train wreck waiting to happen. But I tried it anyway. And yes, I messed up the steps and had to scramble to keep up with the class. But no one was noticing. They were too busy trying to keep up themselves. They were having fun and getting lost in the music. Like the instructor said, it doesn't matter if you get the steps right away as long as you just move! Eventually, I did get and could relax and enjoy it too. Feel the music! Report
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Great blog! Report
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I was planning a slow jog/walk 5K Saturday night, but the trail is flooded due to 3 inches of rain yesterday! Hope it is re-scheduled at a time I can participate. Report
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In answer to your question, yes. I once tried 'beginner' tennis (which wasn't) and was indeed a total failure. I never went back. When I have made a mistake, I just move on. Report
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Good reminders that it is the doing that counts. I am so glad that I didn't let me initial feeling of being the worst one in barre class keep me away from those classes. They have made me so much stronger and now I can keep up and get high fives from others in the class.
We are usually our own worst critic; celebrate ourselves! Report
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Great for reminding me that I am doing so good work as well. Report
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One of the reasons I work out by myself is so I don't even have anyone else TO worry about. Not that I've ever been one to care what anyone thought about my level of athleticism or fitness (except when it comes to riding), but if it's just me by myself in my own garage, I just compare myself now to myself in the past. That alone is pretty self-motivating. Report
Wow...this is relevant to me right now bc I am not a runner but just signed up for my first 5k...and I have all kinds of concerns! This is a good reminder to just do my own thing and not worry so much about what other racers are doing! Report
Thanks for the reminder to keep plugging away. Report
Thanks for specifically mentioning that you're often the oldest in a class, by a lot. That's me many times too!! It was that way in college for me too as I went back to school later in life. Your blog provides encouragement for many!! Report
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