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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/27/12 6:26 P

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I am so sorry to hear this

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/26/12 7:18 P

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another sunny day here and not too hot either. I would have said beautiful but we havend out that a young man who used to live here in town and was a good frined of my nephew killed himself today or last night, I hate to say this but I am jealous of him that he has actually done it as I am sitting here in y depressed state wondering why I am still living and trying to to find a reason to keep on living. I don't know just what to do no a days but I am going to see my pill doc tomorow

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/26/12 3:26 P

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We are supposed to get rain and thunderstorms until tomorrow but by Friday both the heat and humidity are back.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/25/12 6:03 P

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beautiful day here today again tomorrow is suppose to get hotter and then Wed. maybe rain thurs and friday the same but getting the heat back up there.

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/25/12 3:40 P

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The same reason I hate him is the same reasons why I can't stand his kids. I do like his wife but she should really get away from all of them. Right now the heat is low but the humidity and dewpoint are both in the uncomfortable zone. We are expecting thunderstorms soon so I will say take care and don't let you brother get to you.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/24/12 6:39 P

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you know when it is bad when his youngest don't even like him. Tooo bad that we can't just disown them. I mean I love his kids as though their were mine and sometimes I treat them I think as such but I think that has something to do with the kids' moms. Too bad he just can't fall off the face of the earth.


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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/22/12 6:14 P

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Just had severe thunderstorms here lasted over an hour. Sorry about your brother's attitude. I have a brother I really hate since I was a teenager.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/22/12 1:37 P

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Beautiful here today and yesterday as well so I guess that you are having the weather that we had a couple of days ago. Tyr to keep drinking the water to keep your liquids in ya.
Brotherdearest came over yesterday morning for a while and stayed until he was feed and took a dump in the bathrrom upstairs to smell that area up, used my computer and complained all of the time to mom saying that I should be working, so today he called saying that he was going to pickup his son and take him to his house and then drop the boy off at his mothers in meantime he came got the boy and started telling me that the bus company was hiring and so I said why are you going over there to apply he said no that I should go over and apply I then told him that the doctor said that I can't do any CDL driving anymore and he can't figure that out. Gosh I thought that he had a MD or something behind his name or that is right he does it startw with a A and ends with a S and another one ends in HOLE.
God I hate him
Have a good weekend

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/21/12 6:39 P

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I can be like Just sitting around doing nothing today but gotta keep moving. Its Hot, Humid and down right nasty here today.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/19/12 7:08 P

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Hot here again today storms came through abot 4:30 this morning sirens went off and they lasted until about 5:30, so not much sleep especially with my nephew who is 8 and slept with me, I got his feet in my face mouth and other places and also got hit here there and everywhere. I like having him over though get to have our own special time together especailly when we mow the lawn together.
Group went ok today and then individual we are working on why I am hanging onto some of my things emotions and other things why I hate my brother and some of the other guys that I do and why I don't really feel safe hardly anywhere. So that shall be interesting.
Tomorrow after the rain it is suppose to be cooler and then get hot again for the weekend and of course with some rain and storms.
Have a good night

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/19/12 4:21 P

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Hope everyone is taking care of themselves with the heat and humidity.

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6/18/12 3:36 P

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I hope that everyone is well.

I had a wonderful weekend with our youngest grandson. He and I went to to movies to see "The Avengers" on Sat. Believe it or not we were the only ones in the theatre. We literally had a private showing. It was awesome!!

The weather we have been having here is beautiful. We have all of the windows open and the breezes blowing through. I am enjoying it while it lasts because summer and air conditioning time is coming!!

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/18/12 2:54 P

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Next one is Friday. Its going to be in the nineties Wednesday and Thursday here. Very hot and humid. Poor me having to see my doctor during all this. LOL!

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/18/12 12:52 P

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Glad to hear that your date was great. So when is the next one?

Hot and very humid here today and we did have a bunch of storms that went through last night and we are suppose to have rain most of the week I hope that it quits soon or save some for next month and that the heat will go away or maybe I should say the humidity. Have DBT tomorrow and individual also but can't find my book that we were suppose to start with must look downstairs in all of the crap that I brought home from the lake it is either in there or still at the lake.

Have a good one

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/17/12 7:04 P

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I love strawberries but they don't like me. I'm glad you got home okay Shemi. My date was great.

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6/16/12 9:01 P

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Picked strawberries with my son yesterday. We had a good time and I finally got him to try a strawberry. It was a very relaxing start to my day.

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SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/16/12 8:50 P

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Home from the lake was home alot earlier even before noon couldn't sleep up there was up all different hours of the night finally got up around 6 and started to get ready to come home. Rain rain go away more and more coming and they even had floods in MN at least it is keeping the dust down. Have a good one

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/15/12 7:15 P

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Tell your mom I said Happy Birthday.
I have always loved school and I do read alot and do all kinds of puzzles.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/14/12 7:16 P

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Well I always kinda hated to read but have started reading more and more now just as long as it is kinda exciting. I also think that since I had EBT or whatever those shock treatments done I can't remember things.

Oh well lots of storms going on around here started out this moring early and is still going on but we do need the rain it has been kinda dry here and the wind don't help out either.

Going to lake again this weekend to get some more things but have to be back here by Sunday morning for I have to bring Mom up to her nieces for they want to get together for her birthday

Have a good one

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/14/12 6:16 P

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All you have to do is find something which won't bore you. I'm 61 but I've always wanted to go for my GED and its fun when you're doing it with other people and we both like to read.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/13/12 7:01 P

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You go girl have fun with the studying. I always thought that I could learn more now that I am older but can't too many things going on with me and when I get bored with it I quit. Good luck

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/13/12 4:39 P

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We decided to wait until Friday as he has things to do during the week and now so do I. My roomie and I signed up with the library for our GED's so during the week his daughter, him and I all study.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/11/12 4:13 P

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Slow going made the 2 trips on Sat and only one yesterday and my back is killing me so didn't do too much today just cut wood to get rid of the limbs that fell down and took them over to my ex sister-in-laws and then walked down to the library to sign up for summer reading club, tired now but have to do my homework for DBT tomorrow ISH and having my nephew stay over night tonight so I will be tired tomorrow

Glad to hear thatt the date went well and the X didn't show up to ruin things for you, so when is the next date? I hope that things work out for you 2
have fun

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/11/12 3:59 P

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The date ended up lasting two days as yesterday we went to his older sister's birthday party. Thank God the ex didn't show up like he was supposed to. How are things going with your move?

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/10/12 4:46 P

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How did the date go?

It was very very hot here today and yesterday in the 90's and thank God that there was some breeze both days but still very hot. Brought some things home yesterday made 2 trips back here and then loaded up today and was home by 2 this afternoon the owner is still a b asking the same questions over and over again. I really can't wait to get the heck out of there it is nothing but dogs barking all hours of the day and night, people walking thru your yards and don't know who the heck they are and people knocking on the door at different hours of the nights as well actually more quiet here at home and I can go fishing where and when I want too, just have to answer to Mom here up there it was everyone.

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/8/12 6:48 P

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Good luck bringing thinks home. The date should be great as long aslong as the ex doen't interfere with it.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/7/12 7:51 P

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Sounds good I hope that you have a fun time. I am going up north and stqart bringing things home from up there I hope that I have enough room for it all.

Keep cool this weekend


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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/7/12 7:40 P

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Yeah we are getting together again Saturday for dinner and a movie and to keep catching up on what we both have been doing since we saw each other years ago.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/4/12 1:41 P

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sounds great where did you go? I bet that you were a little nervous huh? I hope that you two and get together more often if it worked out well enough.

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6/4/12 7:01 A

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Looks like today will be better than yesterday.

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/3/12 11:31 P

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Just got home from my first date in 7 years. It was great. I have known him since I was in my twenties.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/2/12 7:57 P

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I guess that I would say the same thing she is my little buddy.

More music tonight and maybe another bed partner depending upon how much more they want to party. Tomorrow the parade.

Sleep tight

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/2/12 6:12 P

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I would feel that I am loved. You have a good weekend too.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/1/12 7:41 P

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Now I don't have to worry about just the music I am going to have a bed partner tonight as well my little niece who is 4 wants to sleep with me and not Grandma, I don't know if I should feel loved or hated with this hahaha no I love the munchins and I figure that I can sleep some other time.

Have a good weekend

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
6/1/12 2:30 P

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Both of us are find. I'll find out about the doctor's son when I have my appointment on the 20ieth. I hope the music isn't going to keep you from getting all your rest. Have a good day too.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
6/1/12 10:15 A

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sounds like a bummer on both accounts, well I hope the son will be ok and that you are doing well also and your roommate also. We have our town celebration this weekend and it started last night I could hear the music in my bed it was that loud and about a 1/2 mile away tonight shall be worse tractor pulls several different bands in several different areas. but it is only one weekend though

have a good one

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
5/31/12 11:59 P

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My doctor had to cancel because of a family emergency but rescheduled for June 20ieth. His son was in a bicycle accident last night. I'm sorry about the circumstances because he rarely cancels any of his appointments and lets his patients know ahead of time when he's going on vacations.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
5/30/12 8:15 P

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he put me on something else started tonight and I am suppose to whine myself off of the other one that usually take at night and go back and see him the end of next month to see how it is going. ISH I hate this s&*t waiting for it to end is taking too long this time around. Ish

60's here again today and maybe see 80 on Sunday

keep warm or cool or whatever
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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
5/30/12 5:17 P

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I hope everything works out for you. Tomorrow I find out if I need to go back on one of my meds and if I lost any weight.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
5/29/12 7:17 P

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I had my group therapy today and right after I usually have my individual so she the group leader can tell my individual what went on during group so at times I feel like I get a double whammy, needless to say that I don't feel that anything is working for me at this moment in time I am going to see my dr tomorrow the one who gives out the meds to see if something can be done this has gone on too long even before the month of May started, he even told me that he hired a consultant to help him out with helping me out, I don't know just kinda babbling here or well shall see what tomorrow brings along with the doc.
Clouds coming in now so that means more rain just what we need right hahahaha town celebration this weekend another fun time if I was only drunk
well time to go before I get you down have a good one and keep cool here is still in the 60's and getting down to 45 tonight
night

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
5/29/12 3:18 P

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No neither one of us won but we had a good time. I'm just sitting here in front of the fan because its HOT, Humid and we are expecting Severe Thunderstorms. I hope Thursday is better as I have a doctors appointment.

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5/29/12 3:09 P

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I hope that you had a great weekend all it did here was rain,thunder lightning, got hot and humid, more storms, alot of wind, hot again and of course more rain and then a nice cooler day yesterday and today brrrrr in the 60's. I hope that you won and had great eats.

Catch ya later


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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
5/28/12 7:05 P

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The one we go to has an awesome buffet and they never kick you out. Had a great weekend resting and relaxing. Hope you had a great weekend.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
5/24/12 7:33 P

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sounds like fun even though you din't win they also have good food at some of them


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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
5/24/12 6:57 P

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Yeah I think it was about time We were at the casino for a couple days with his sister and daughter. We both had fun even if we didn't win

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
5/22/12 3:13 P

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way to go, sounds like you are learning or should I say getting best of him. Love it

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
5/21/12 7:42 P

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I threatened him with his daughters and he started acting like his self..

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
5/20/12 6:38 P

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you could always threaten him with a hit to the chest or something like that.
Have a good what is left of the weekend

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JANLEE51 Posts: 1,476
5/20/12 4:14 P

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Sorry your having problems with the landlord but don't let that get you into a depression. The roomie came home and he's being a good boy so far but tomorrow will be different.

SHEMI1982 Posts: 1,260
5/20/12 2:12 P

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the lake was nice and windy yesterday and on the warm side as well but that all changed today alot cooler and misting out so I came home early and besides that the owner of the resort didn't want me up there until I pay my rent in full and I paid her a little less than half. I can see her point but I am really working on the other half I have to see what the bank says this week so I can go up next weekend for memorial weekend

have a good one

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