Sharon, your life sounds exhausting this year! For that matter, with daycare kids, it ALWAYS sounds exhausting to me (says the lady who's about to toe a start line for the third year in a row at Age Group National Triathlon Olympic distance). Obviously, we all have to choose what we spend our life energy on!
My hero bracelet (the five members of the 467th and 1908th who trained with my son, then lost their lives Nov 5, 2009 at Fort Hood) will be with me, if I get tired and the going gets tough, I will think of those who no longer have the choice to go out and be active and test their limits. No excuses for me!
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Cody, being a Marine, is strong, but notice how he has managed to isolate himself. He did not win HoH, so that might limit his game severely this week, and we may see him exit. I can't help but connect his self-isolation with what I've seen happen (or heard from my son about) to vets returning from deployments. To them, it is NOT a game, and it is hard for them to connect with people who appear to be living naïve and clueless lives.
Granted, Cody has been prickly, and Jessica contributed by responding to bullying in the house the same way so many of us do... she folded, and isolated, and bonded with Cody. Even Meghan, was it? Who exited early, has a similar response to the rough treatment. I read that she had been assaulted while in service, and Cody's aggressive behavior (and for that matter, Jessica's aggressive response to her) just made her realize she was not up to this "game".
I know, about myself, that I would not last a day in that kind of environment! Cody's "this is not a game to me, this is my life" attitude reminded me of my own father, who was a man of integrity, and when his "best friend" at work betrayed his trust in the context of a training game... it damaged their relationship for years to come.
Be careful what you do in the name of playing "games". It can really harm real life relationships!
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Good to see y'all posting and welcoming MZDAZLYN! Hope we can get to chatting a bit more in the weeks ahead! And I hope everyone (and your service members, too) are well and safe.
- Barb
Defeat is temporary: giving up makes it permanent! Never give up!
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