Darlin I eat too much everyday! And everyday I say "ok, fresh start". I just can't seem to get back to the spark I had when I started.
One thing I have noticed (see TYGRLILY's I am a Warrior! blog) is that people who are hyped up and feel like warriors are the ones who have broken the inertia barrier and are exercising, going to exercise classes, lifting wieghts, etc...
I've got to break the inertia!
It is difficult to walk when you have tendonitis in your heels. It is difficult to do your dishes when your back begins to ache after five minutes. It is difficult to do a ten minute workout when there is so much crap in your house that there is no room to move, and you can't put it away because it is physically exhusting and you can't figure out where to put it and you can't make yourself get rid of it.
Trapped in a rat maze! There has to be a starting point. I am hoping all of this gets better when I retire but that is three to eight years away. The job leaves me physically and mentally exhusted so I put everything off til the weekend and then there is so much to do it is just hopeless and I do nothing. Or I start in, get the dishes done and the laundry caught up and then the weekend is over. I am going to start today by clearing the dining room before I start the dishes, hoping to see progress that way. OK, I am turning the computor off and putting some music on right now!
Edited by: NIAGCHRIS246 at: 11/5/2011 (11:20)
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