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7/4/11 9:57 P

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Today when I went to work, I stopped by this place in the mall called TJ's Sandwiches and got a Chicken Parmesan Sandwich and small fries with a large ice tea. Then after work, I got into town and went to McDonald's and got 2 apple pies and a medium pineapple smoothie, then came home, got comfortable and devoured THE WHOLE THING. " Well," I thought, "Surely this couldn't be bad right? Just because I have 73 POUNDS to lose doesn't mean I can't grab something every now and then." Thinking about it now , I realize that I was making excuses for myself. While watching a show on my computer, I heard them talking about beauty and it made me think of this and feel very bad. Then it made me look at my bank account, and see that a portion ( a large portion) goes into food. While I still have money in the bank, I still feel very bad.

I was wanting to lose this weight by May, and everybody keeps telling me, "You're very pretty, but you'll be out of this world stunning if you lose the weight. LOTS of guys will be all over you!" I know I am pretty, I don't need lots of guys all over me. I want to lose the weight- I've been meaning it this whole year!- but every time I workout, I do something to ruin it! I guess I'm afraid to lose the weight because then while I would appriciate the attention, people might look at me for the wrong reason instead of how they usually look at me now- for my intelligence and personality. I'm scared. I have Zumba and I've been avoiding it for a month! I need help! I have a food addiction and a growing McDonald's addiction that is getting out of hand!

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