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5/25/11 2:11 P

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5/12/11 1:47 P

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I was just stupid! All my life I was leaning towards fat but never was really FAT! Always on the edge... 6 years ago I gave birth to my son and during the pregnancy I didn't get much weight: Anyway, I lost even more after the birth. Blah, blah, blah...not to get into all of the details, I found myself in times when I could and almost had to walk for two hours a day, every day, without wxception! And that was just perfect! I ate more than ever, got hooked on walking... and suddenly I was thin!! Like never in my life before, I was really well toned, able to do anything, strong and self-confident. And I told myself that I will never let myself get fat again. And then...I became stupid! I lost conditions that made me walk for two hours a day, I lost time to walk foe two hours a day...and I thought (forgetting how difficult it was always to take a single kg off, how long ot took...) : well, now I can allow myself to ear a box of Pringles in the middle of the night... Oh My God!!!! In less than one year I became not only the same- a bit fatter person that I used to be - but an obese person that I never really was! And so sad...all those fine clothes I got myself, all those jeaqns my ass looked great in, sfort skirts that I was soooo happy I finally got to wear with confidence...everything I filled my closet with - now I can't wear anything anymore. One long skirt that covers my hips and legs, one pair of black trousers that are elastic and I can wear them (so I tell myself) in any occasion, only depends what I put on top : an XXL boyfriends sweatshirt for day or a looooong black shirt or...something...for the evening. I only change my make-up. The only thing that comforted me was the knowledge I was able to be thin! I was able to lose weight, once in a lifetime I really was thin and hot and recieved a bunch of compliments every day...So I knew I am able to do that again! The only thing was - I had to get myself to the gym. Well, as all the other fat people, so was I too embaressed to go and excercise between all those thin people. But that was the only solution. So I promised out loud to my boyfriend that "by the end of the week" I am going in!! And I went. I really did! I started going tp the gymtwo weeks ago and am going almost every day. I walk on a treadmill for at least 30 min, mostly 45 min...then I step on the eliptical trainer for 10 - 15 min. At home I have a great static bike and every evening I cycle at least for 15 min. I am trying to eat nothing in the evening but the truth is I just can not resist those fruit yoghurts. But, I NEVER eat bread and sandwiches, I don't eat any red meat because I never really liked it, The only meat I eat is chicken breasts. So, I can not say I am on some kind of a diet but I am trying to eat less and healthier. I know I can do it: I already did it once before.and I will do it again. I will fit into my jeans again! I am not going to give my cute clothings again. Please, keep your fingers crossed for me.


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