Hi y'all, my name is Bill and I'm grateful to have found this team. A bit about me...
About 30 years ago I drifted away from the church of my youth (RC) when going to church was cutting into my drinking time. In '94 my oldest son was hit by a car while on his bike and died in ICU 3 days later. This began a yearlong spiral into the deepest, darkest pit imaginable until I had 2 choices - get dead or get sober and I didn't want to get dead.
I entered treatment for alcoholism and 3 weeks in knew it was time to return to to the God of my understanding. I joined my family at the Episcopal church my wife had returned to when I quit going. The gospel that day was 'the Prodigal Son' and the sermon was on Grace. My wife and I were asked to bring up the offertory gifts and it was walking up that I offered myself and turned my life and will over to His care.
I felt a love,peace and warmth flow over me, felt arms on my shoulders and heard a voice saying 'Welcome home, son'. Inwardly I wept.
I've been active in this church and in a 12-Step Recovery Ministry ever since.
3 years ago I was introduced to Reiki and was attuned to Level I. I am now at Master level, working toward Teacher cert. My Reiki training & practice have improved my meditation, strengthened my recovery and church life - all are so entwined there is no separating them now. A dear friend has written a book I wholly agree with - 'The Holy Spirit and the Spirit of Reiki - One Source, One Spirit'.
Today, after walking this path 60+ years I am truly grateful to be who I am, where I am :)
Thank you all for a beautiful reminder of all that is good today!
p.s. - sorry for being so long winded ;)
billl.homestead.com Namaste
When I honor that space in you where love and beauty dwells
And you in turn honor that space in me
Then we are truly in a state of oneness.