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Hi all. My name is Kristy. I'm 31 & about 100 lbs over weight. I feel like such a failure & an embarrassment. I joined SP a couple of years ago & with the help I found here & in other places I had lost 70 lbs. I looked pretty good & felt great. I was confident & actually, for one of the first times ever, felt sexy & attractive. About a year & a half ago, I got a promotion (into a supervisory role) & changed from working the night shift to working the day shift. This job is not one I wanted but felt God wanted me to do it. While I knew it would be difficult & stressful, I never would have imagined how much. All this stress & unhappiness led to bad habits slipping back into my life & as a result, I gained back all the weight I had lost. I'm very disappointed & frustrated with my failure.

However, in all this failure, God has brought me a wonderful man who loves me for all that I am. Yes, he would like me to be healthier but he loves me anyway. We met on Twitter, if you can believe that. LOL

We both know we want to marry each other. I wish I was more beautiful for him & would love to look beautiful for my wedding. I need to get back in the gym & start eating better. I don't necessarily want to be where I was 2 yrs ago (because that would mean delaying getting married for quite a while) but I do want to be at least a few pounds lighter, feeling better, & feeling a bit of that confidence again.



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