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ONEPUNCHHH,
I so understand you. In 2011 my mother was diagnosed with cancer. She died 6 months later, and it wasn't a big shock for me.

About two years later my dad died. Not quite one day to the next, there were some signs, and he was in the hospital for observation as he'd had some dizzy spells. When I got the call from the hospital I thought they wanted me to come and get him. But he had died there suddenly. So as close to help as he could come and he died.

In his case there were indications in the months leading up to that, so again not quite the shock it could have been.

But in both cases I agree with you, cherish life, and appreciate those you have while you have them.

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I wish MY parents were around for me to show them simple things or to just snap a picture for them; my dad died a few years ago and my disabled mother lives 12 hours away in another state. I don't know your whole situation however from the few posts of yours I've seen there's been quite a bit of hostility...

You should learn to appreciate people more, you never know when they'll be gone. It's my biggest regret with my father was not appreciating him more and then one day I was at work and I was called to the er (where I was currently working mind you) and he was on a bed just gone. You never know how long you'll have with someone so you should cherish these small things in spite of how annoying they CAN be because that's one more moment you have with that person...



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@CELTICLASSINLA

"As for a therapist - not sure that regular visits are necessary."

From what I can make out from Elaine's past comments, she has never really had regular Therapy. They have been very sporadic.

"The point of therapy is to improve so you do not need to go."

Elaine hasn't really improved, hence her continual negative comments/complaints. *Regular* therapy might just improve her overall outlook and 'why me', 'poor me' attitude, which is common in grief, but people generally learn to work through that.

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I'm another agreeing with Arch Elaine. I was so happy to see you back and sounding so positive a few months ago, but it didn't take very long for you to revert to old habits.

Most of us here have medical issues - or have had them. A good number have also dealt or are dealing with mental health issues: their own or a family members. This makes for stress eating.

What I do see this time, is that you have not talked about any activities or hobbies you enjoy - you go to dialysis, work, the mall and movies, and it seems as though you do most of these things alone. Do you have a best friend you can call up and "vent to" on occasion? Do you ever go to lunch or dinner with friends where the convesation is interesting and you can make food secondary. Do you read - if so how about a bookclub. You did needlepoint/embroidery - do any of the shops have groups who meet regularly? When you do something you enjoy with others you don't miss "not eating snacks" I know when I go to a movie alone I want popcorn - with butter of course, but if I go with someone I usually take a pass in case we want to get coffee later.

I know you have to limit fluids and shouldn't have salt - I have the opposite problem - I have to drink more and try to add salt to things because my body doesn't absorb it properly and that causes serious problems too. Still, you could order a small tea with someone and "just play with it." Enjoy their company instead?

As for a therapist - not sure that regular visits are necessary. The point of therapy is to improve so you do not need to go. Are there group sessions you could attend? Perhaps with people your own age who are also on dialysis - it does not have to be for the same reason - you share frustrations.

I'll stop here but really think about how you spend your free time - developing new interests that could help you meet new people might be your ticket to being happier - and therefore you wouldn't get so riled by other people's behavior.

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I am with Arch on this one. We do wish you the best.

Also, if you haven't seen your therapist in a year, then you aren't getting the therapy you need. I encourage you to seek out a new therapist with whom you can meet regularly. Since you deal with mental health issues, regular therapy is as important as the regular dialysis treatments you get.

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EOWYN,

Everyone here wishes you the best. We all want you to thrive, not just survive.

All of your questions have been answered. You already know what you need to know. If a friend of yours were to ask you,"Is snacking bad ?" What would you tell them ?




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Yup. I still see my therapist but she is on study leave and I haven't seen her in abt a year but I am still taking my meds.

I really have to learn to be more patient with ppl, esp my parents, who have always been supportive of me. If only they didn't favor my brother so much & treated us equally!

Like some of them have said, I should pay for my new phone because my parents can't keep paying for everythg and I do have my own money. My parents don't even charge me rent, so paying for my own luxuries is expected.

And Kelly, I did check out the CODA article but no, I don't think it applies to me & no, I am not blaming or gaslighting anyone. I am not using any tools or whatever. I am just very hurt and shocked. I really don't appreciate being misjudged & maligned like this.

I may have a poor memory but I will go thru all my old posts instead of troubling you all.

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Elaine - we DO care which is why we sometimes make fairly harsh replies. We are people, too, and sometimes frustrations get the better of us. It really is 'same old, same old'.

I put this on another thread for you, and am putting it here too, for you to contemplate.


I have a question for you and hope that you reply to this.

Do you still see your Therapist, and if you do, how often? I really feel that seeing them more often and being totally open with them, would be beneficial for you to help you cope with what 'you' see as negatives around you.

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I care. I just don't understand how this cellphone came into the picture in the first place. Someone can't buy a phone, or a plan and then not know if they are going to give it as a gift, or have you pay for it.

Its like someone bringing you and expensive gift on your birthday and then saying it costs a lot, would you care to pay for it?

I'm confused.

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Nooo, Elaine, please keep posting. This place would be dead without you :). And people do care about you, that's why they get frustrated to see you don't seem to care much about your own health.

I don't come to the "Panic" message boards too often but I was shocked to see this too... you guys are acting like a bunch of bullies :-/
And yea, you do have a point, I've been here for a long time too and I used to reply to all of Elaine's posts and I know how frustrating it can be to feel like sometimes she just ignores you but... no one is forcing you to reply to her. So what if she's doing it just for the attention? maybe she does need the attention... it's your choice whether you give it to her or not... is that a good reason to publicly shame her?? This isn't fair, guys.

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PS - another tool that is frequently used is guilt and blaming (gaslighting).

No one here wishes you ill, Elaine. We wish you the very best on your journey. May you be blessed.

Remember to check out a CoDA meeting at some point.

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It isn't true that I have never thanked anyone. I do appreciate all your advice and suggestions. I will reread all my previous posts.

I am just shocked at the way you are all badmouthing me! I won't post for any more help or advice. I was wrong to think you really cared! I will talk to friends who really care and stop posting to strangers on the internet who backstab ppl who are hurting.

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IVYLASS, I think you're right. I was on spark several years ago under a different username and used to reply to her with advice. I come back only to find that she still posts the same things and never thanks anyone. I know she is coping with major health problems, but her behavior is still strange. I understand wanting to be helpful to someone, but there should be some kind of limit when someone acts like EOWYN.

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Elaine has mentioned in the recent past that she wanted a new phone, but her mother told her she would have to wait.

I think that this entitles her mother to ask for some payment, so it doesn't seem strange to me.

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Interesting.

EOWYN24241 wrote:
"My parents haven't decided yet if mine is a gift or I would have to pay for mine out of my disability pension."

I can't imagine buying something that expensive for someone, and then later saying I don't know if I'm giving this to you as a gift, or if I want to impose this on you and make you pay for it.

It doesn't make sense.

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I think she's here for the attention and is a pity addict. She never changes. On another board I may even call her a troll.

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I will admit to being a member for years who reads the messages posted by Elaine simply for the "train wreck" scenarios that she posts. Whether real or not, her situation never seemed to change over the years.

ARCH I have always admired your posts to new members and have been continually amazed at your patience with Elaine! You always have posted tips and steps she could take to improve her situation, both health-wise and with family life. You and KIWI took the time to say things so well and really projected that you cared. I have often wondered what the breaking point would be.

Thank you for the wonderful job you do moderating this forum. The things you say are things that I know, but definitely have needed reminders of over the years. I continue to look forward to reading your posts.

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Arch - I messaged you before about the kick in the pants I received when I read your response to Elaine a while back. That still stands. I'm still reminded that I must get a handle on this myself. I thank you for your work.

And to everyone else that has responded on this message and others. I am taking them to heart and attempting to apply it.



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"Maybe, just maybe we are being catfished.
Is it really possible that someone can be like this
Just saying, because nothing changes..."

No, I do not believe we are being catfished. I've seen similar repetitive messages from other members who seem to be stuck in ruts that they can't escape from. It's not just EOWYN, I can add names.

KELLY is correct. In order for someone to make a change, they have to be ready to make that change. They have to hit rock bottom. My rock bottom was a few years ago. that's when I knew whatever I was doing wasn't working and I was ready for change.

EOWYN isn't ready and there is nothing any of us can do to make her want to do what's right.

As Harry Truman once said,"The buck stops here".


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Arch, I, too, hope that some of your wonderfully well thought out answers have helped those "lurkers". I certainly appreciate your sage and patient advice.

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"You always want something better. You are NOT going to get it (anything/anywhere) if you don't get off your backside and do things for yourself rather than expecting others to do it all for you."

KIWI, you hit the nail on the head. EOWYN does not want to do the work. KELLY_R is right. EOWYN has to hit rock bottom before she is ready to change.

CECEBERN, Thank you for chiming in. No, EOWYN has never thanked any of the members for their replies whenever she has posted a thread. Even when I have asked her direct questions, she's evaded the answer. I've asked her several times how old her younger brother is. She never answered. One day, I was reading through some of her older blogs. I found one that mentioned her brother's age at the time was 36. Based on the time she wrote the blog, I estimated he was 40 years old. EOWYN is a little older than him.

EOWYN is coping with many health and emotional issues. Which why everyone who's responded has tried to be kind and understanding.

After looking through her old posts, it seems that everyone is right. She is not reading the replies. She's asked the same question over and over and received excellent advice. She's been a member for over 12+ years and yet she asks,"is snacking bad ?" ... that was just frustrating to see.

For me, that was the straw that broke the camel's back. She hasn't been listening.

What's my hope ? I may not have been able to help EOWYN, but maybe I've been able to help lurkers or other members who have been listening and reading my replies to her.

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CHICAGOHOPE, I agree...I have lurked for a while and EOWYN is either actually as mentally ill as she comes across on here or is making stuff up to get attention. Either way I think people should stop responding to her, because she has made it clear that she absolutely refuses to change if her life is indeed as she says, or she's getting an awful lot of attention.

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From what I've seen on these boards, I think people have helped EOWYN to the extent that she can be helped here and responding to her posts just enables her poor behavior. Has she ever even thanked you guys for all the time and effort you've put into reading and responding to her posts? I am stunned by her selfishness towards everyone on here and her family...and for that matter, her own health. From whining about her smartphone (I have an ancient flip phone, by the way, and can't afford any smartphone and my parents are dead so they can't buy one for me) to complaining about elderly women getting dialysis service before her to complaining about how her family gets frustrated with her (or heaven forbid, her parents ask for something from her every once in a while), she is a victim and loves being a victim.

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Maybe, just maybe we are being catfished.

Is it really possible that someone can be like this?

I went back to several of the "urgent" posts, and this feels to me like a catfish prank to draw on all of us.

Just saying, because nothing changes...



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Elaine - I nearly choked when I read your comment
"Only 32G memory & 3G RAM. My parents got a better model, with 64G memory & 4G RAM."

It really beggars belief that you could be soooo greedy/selfish. My phone and many others on here only have 16G memory.

You always want something better. You are NOT going to get it (anything/anywhere) if you don't get off your backside and do things for yourself rather than expecting others to do it all for you.

PLEASE ... grow up and be satisfied that you have a lot more than many MANY others, some of whom have NOTHING!!!!

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Elaine, I also agree with most of the suggestions regarding your phone. You really should offer to pay for it.

I also had to help my dad with his iPOD, back when they were the rage. He is a smart man; he is a medical doctor but just couldn't remember how to get the music from his computer to his iPOD. He called me and my youngest sister a few times on that. Granted, he had a PC, not an Apple, so the process wasn't quite as simple but still not impossible. We just rolled our eyes and helped him. This is the same man who figured out how to text me while in Israel to take care of something at their home while they were away.

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Thanks, Arch. I didn't know that. He helps financially so it would make sense that dear EOWYN should maybe be more willing to help with tasks.

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MLAN,

I don't believe EOWYN's brother helps his parents other than financially. I think he gives them some money each month for expenses. However, like EOWYN, he receives gifts of money from his parents.

EOWYN's parents rely on her to help them when her brother isn't home. He works a full time retail job. she's home when she's not working her part time job.

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EOWYN24241,

Only 32gig of storage. LOL... I'm sorry, I had to laugh. The cell phone that I bought last year has 16gig.

My personal opinion is that YOU should pay for your own phone. You have a part time job. You don't have to take from your disability pension. If you can't afford the whole price, pay on installment. Many phone companies in the US allow you to pay a little each month.

Why should they give you a gift ? What have you done to EARN it ? You need to stop thinking that your parents should give you things just because you're their daughter. Yes, it's great to receive gifts. But you're an adult, if you want something, you pay for it yourself. Don't expect your parents to pay for the phone.

You do need to take some responsibility when it comes to paying for your own bills. This is why people have a job. They make money so that they can make purchases.

How long did you have your last cell phone ? How old was it ?



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Eowyn...stop....think... how old is your mother? I can honestly say that from my perspective...at almost age 67....the new technology baffles me sometimes!! MY SON---in Las Vegas---1000 miles away--- is constantly telling me how to use my new phone, so this is VERY COMMON!! He worked for a number of years as a phone-in Tech Advisor to a big cable company---you wouldn't believe the stories he can tell about people struggling to use "technology". Learn some patience dear Lady!!

One thing that will greatly impact her ability to use the phone is her eyesight. Those icons are **Really** Little**….she might not even be seeing them clearly. Have you ever thought to ask her?

You expect everyone in the world to be as competent as you are, and that is unfortunately NOT REALISTIC. Get outside of yourself and try to see the world as others do. Remember the phrase "Walk a Mile In their shoes"?? try it sometime.....

If you can turn this around, and patiently teach her, encourage her and share your knowledge with her...this could be an area where she comes to respect how much you know, how capable you are. The choice is yours....
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Cheap or expensive the bottom line is YOU HAVE A NEW PHONE.

Most of us have to go without or use what we have until we can afford it.

A gift or payment plan, either way you come out on top.

What else did you learn during self - reflection?



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My phone was a cheaper model. Only 32G memory & 3G RAM. My parents got a better model, with 64G memory & 4G RAM. My parents haven't decided yet if mine is a gift or I would have to pay for mine out of my disability pension.

I really love my new phone! It's affordable and I love it's compact size! Well, I won't b greedy but be content that I have a cute new phone!

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Did you read the post on your other "urgent" thread about how to stop feeling like the victim?

This is not about your parents, it's about YOU. You feeling like a victim of your circumstances.

If you read it, and really thought about the situation, you would see the same frustration you feel is how they possibly feel about you when you do not follow doctors orders or your diet plan.

The only difference is, one is technology the other is your life.

If you feel inconvenienced by then asking for your help, how about taking 5 minutes in a quiet room or before you go to sleep one night and think about how it will feel when your parents are no longer around? Think about, where you will live, who will pay your medical expenses, who will provide the food you eat, who will replace your technology when it breaks when they are gone, who will drive you to dialysis? Let's face the honest truth, your parents will not be there someday for you to complain about or be frustrated with, then what? Consider yourself fortunate that they are still here for them to ask you. I wish everyday my dad was here to frustrate me with his technology questions (and I'm 2,500 miles away from where my dad used to live, because of work).

Them asking you to help is a normal life cycle... why do you feel that you should not help them?

I really think that you would rather us, TEACH you basic life/ problem solving skills that you learn from your mistakes or self reflection.

WE all take time to TEACH you about eating, life skills, problem solving, social protocol, the list goes on.. and yet you demonstrate very little learning or change. Yet, we continue. Why can you ask for help and your parents can't? What if we stopped responding to you ? We keep responding in hopes that one day you will learn, and take our advise. We hold on to the future that someday you will have compassion, understanding, and empathy for others. That is why we TEACH YOU.

Maybe a nice change on these threads would be you defining a situation and then how YOU solved it, responded or demonstrated patience. Or maybe a post about some self reflection and leanings. This attitude of yours had been going on for sooooo long, have you learned anything from us?




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I wonder how much your brother helps your parents with tasks like this without throwing a fit? If he is more willing to help, that is maybe why they seem to "like" him better?

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Elaine you are being VERY inconsiderate and totally lack patience, empathy and understanding. It is often a lot more difficult for older people to get their heads around this sort of thing. I had to be told and shown a number of times before it sunk into me, too, and there are still things my daughter or grandson have to do for me on my phone.

Be grateful that you don't have problems with technology and hope that if you reach your mothers age that your thought processes don't slow down, but don't hold your breath over that one because most do!!!

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EOWYN,

This is what is known as a "first world problem".

You always see the negative side to a situation. Something we've always encouraged you to do is see the POSITIVE side.

You consider this a negative because you had to help your mother find the whatsapp. You had to help your parents set up their cell phones. You were frustrated because they didn't just understand what to do.

Let me tell you the positive things I see.

I see elderly parents who want to use modern technology. You'd be surprized how many older people just don't want to use a smart phone. A cousin of mine. He could care less about all those apps. He uses a flip phone because all he wants is a phone. So, something positive, your parents aren't afraid to use the new APPs.

Another positive, your family bought NEW cell phones !! New cell phones are not cheap. The top of the time Apple X with all the bells and whistles costs a minimum of $1,000 US. I doubt everyone got the Apple X. however, if you did buy new phones for each member (your parents, you and your brother), that's four new cell phones. That tells me your family has some money.

Remember how we talked about being more grateful ? Here's the perfect situation. You should be grateful your family has the money to buy everyone a new cell phone.

You're frustrated because you don't understand why they can't set this up for themselves. This is a teaching moment not just for them, but for YOU too. How would I have handled it ? I would have taken the time to teach them how to use the new phone. I wouldn't tell them,"figure it out for yourselves".

Let me tell you something about where I work. One of the tenets of the company is teaching. As employees, part of our mission is to teach. We teach clients how to use our product. We teach other employees how to help our clients. Teaching others is how we make the world a better place. When someone doesn't know how to use a piece of software and I do, I teach them how to use it. Even if it's something as simple as showing them how to use the search function.

There is an old saying,"those who can do, those who can't teach". ummm... NO.

the phrase is,"those who can do, those who can do more, teach".

Take the time to pass on your knowledge, by teaching others.

Does that make sense ?


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I just don't know what to do when it comes to my parents! I'm at my wit's end! We just purchased new mobile phones. Then my headache starts. My Mom said Whatsapp was missing. I told her to download from Google PlayStore, she opened Google music. Then she finally found playstore. I told her to search for Whatsapp. She just stared at the screen and said there is no whatsapp!

I mean I said do a search, she doesn't even know that the magnifying glass icon is the search button! Sigh! I ended up downloading and setting up her whatsapp. I mean, why can't she understand the most basic of instructions. You won't get anywhere if you don't know how to search!

She keeps yelling for me for the simplest things! She even uses me as a spelling dictionary. Can't she use dictionary.com?!

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I wonder if your Mum was so insistent on the photo/email being taken straight away because there was a cut-off point for your Dad ordering the meds that day? If that was the case, maybe it was getting pretty close to that cut-off time.

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Patti and Arch have given some great suggestions on how to manage working from home. I have worked from home and hope to again soon. My company stipulates that I have a room dedicated to work. Technically, I can't be disturbed by people or animals. I live alone but my dog should be kenneled during working hours.

My family also knows when I work and that I can't respond to phone calls when I work. If they need to ask or tell me something, they send me a text asking me to call when I can chat.



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EOWYN,

I do have family members who work from home instead of having to into an office. What they did was create a "work" space in their home. It was an area where they would not be disturbed because they were at work. If you are given the opportunity to do more from home, you will also need to create a work space.

You'll have to let your parents know that during a certain time of the day, you will be at work and should not be disturbed unless there is an emergency. Your work space should be a room where you can close the door. if you work in your living or family room, you have to expect to be disturbed. You'll need to explain to your parents that there will be a period of time during the day that you need to do work so that you can get paid.

Also, you mentioned that you some times worked at your boss's home. Is that something your boss would let you do ? Would she let you work at her home so that you can work undisturbed ? If she has an office in her home, you may be able to do some work there.

Did you finish the report ? If so, then everything will be okay. If you are going to be working from home, you do need to setup some boundaries and guidelines with your parents.



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Eowyn, after thinking about this...maybe you could approach your "work from home" days slightly differently.... My Brother in Law has worked from home office for many years now, and this is sort of what he and my sister do.

Plan to ask your Mom in the morning-- before you start work- if she knows of anything you need to plan to do for her before lunch. Also let her know you will be planning a 15 min break in about 2 more hours (hey, you NEED that!) and you WILL check in with her then. If anything comes up, negotiate timing if possible for your next break or lunch time; if its needed "right now" you can adjust your break/lunch somewhat to take care of it.

Remember that your Mom may not fully understand this concept of "working from home"... it wasn't part of her culture growing up!! She cannot actually see or understand the importance or need for what document you are working on---and it would take you far longer to explain it to her I'm fairly certain. emoticon

Another "out of box" possibility: do you have a library near you that you can work at?? Check in with any community college, coffee shop, etc, even your church (!) to see if you can spend several hours there.....

Hopefully you will come to a solution soon! all the best,
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After my mother died my dad expected me to do more things for him. Go shopping for him, visit every day, etc.

I was annoyed. He was 88, and still had his drivers license, and was really a good driver, I wasn't concerned about that. Then in a matter of about 2 months his health failed, and he was gone.

Should I have done more for him? I don't think so. But should I have been annoyed, ... on that point no, I really shouldn't have been annoyed.



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Let me give you an example of when I need to work from home.

I had to work from home during the winter because the roads were too bad to travel. So, I got up early, fired up my laptop and started to do my normal day's work. However, the snow outside was pretty bad. When it snows, I help my family do the shoveling. Why ? Because I don't have a bad back like my brother has. I don't want him having a heart attack because of shoveling.

So, during my "lunch" hour. I went out and shoveled. When I was done helping shovel, I went back to work. Doing a work/shovel combo is something a lot of people in heavy snow areas do.

You know what ? My manager does it too. Most companies and managers understand that some times, you need to make time for family or household emergencies. As long as the work gets done, taking a break to help out is not
a problem.

As I said, if you start doing more work from home, you need to find the right balance or work/family. There will be times your parents want you do something and you should do it. Your boss will understand.


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EOWYN,

You have told me that you like to be at the dialysis center as early in the morning as possible so that you can be the first to receive treatment. I believe you said you get there at 6am.

You have also told me that you mother has to get up as early as 5am (along with you) so that she can drive you to dialysis. She's been doing this for many years for you. If your mother is willing to wake up at 5am to make sure YOU get to the dialysis center at 6am, then surely you can take 5 minutes to snap a cell phone photo of your uncle's prescription.

This was important to your mother and maybe she could have waited, but don't you get anxious when you want something done immediately ?

Yes, your work is going to be very important. But if you're working from home and not the office, there will be interruptions. You need to learn how to fit those in to your work day. If you are going to be working from home, you need to let your parents know that you should not be disturbed. However, you also need to be more flexible when it comes to working at home with your parents.

Your parents are elderly. They need more help. They have taken care of you for many years, now it's time to take care of some of their needs.

Remember, your mother gets up early to drive you to dialysis three days a week. She has been doing this for years. The least you can do is take 5 minutes away from work to help her do something.


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Patti, I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your dear father! May he rest in peace and I just know you have many wonderful memories with him. I am so glad you shared this; I was actually wondering where you were!

Elaine, did you let your mom know what was going on? Did you let her know you were in the middle of working important documents? If you were in the middle of one, perhaps you could have let her know you needed to finish the page you were on and would send her the photo as soon as you were done with that page. Snapping a photo and sending it via text takes less than a minute. If you finished the page you were on, getting back into the task would have been easy.

Another option would have been talking with your boss. Did you ask her if you could take a quick break to help your parents out? Let her know it's a medical issue without going into details as honestly, the details are none of her business. Or did you just come here and throw a tantrum?

Most employers will understand the need to take a quick break to do something simple like snap a photo to help someone; prescriptions are very important. I currently work in a call center position with strict schedule adherence guidelines and if I needed to do something like that, I could. I would just need to chat with my boss; she's a reasonable lady.

I have a personal example. About 15 years ago, I was working another call center job. My grandma had some medical issues and I was the closest grandchild who didn't have children. If she needed help, and my parents weren't available, I was on deck. I let my supervisor know ahead of time that Grandma may need help during work hours. It happened a couple of times and everything worked out fine.



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Its frustrating yes, but really....did it make it impossible for you to finish your work in a timely manner?? Does your Boss not understand you have elder parents who depend on you??

Please Eowyn… its time to realize your parents also depend on you, just as you have depended on them throughout the years and during your difficult medical situation. Find the patience and love to joyfully take care of their needs. All too soon... they will be gone. Trust me on that one---my "healthy" 87 yr old dad Dad passed away this April after an extremely short acute illness. Life is fragile, live it with love and cherish the time you have with people who are important in your Life. Find your priorities....
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I was busy doing some documents when my Mom insisted I stop my work to take a photo of my Uncle's prescription to send to my Dad so he can buy his meds. She insisted I do it at once!

I told her I was busy but she couldn't even wait till I have finished my work!

So inconsiderate!

My boss wants the document by today!!! My work is important!!!

I am just sooo angry!!!!

Plus my phone had no battery but she still insisted, saying her phone can't snap photos anymore. Can't she wait till I've finished my work!? I hate it when my parents expect me to serve them hand and foot and at once!!!!

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