First thing in the morning I felt great. The scale was up half a pound, but I reminded myself that it would probably be better in two days....
But then the printers for the wedding invitations called, and as if the 3 catastrophes they created earlier this wasn't enough, they managed to produce yet another crisis this week. I am so frustrated with them, I keep reaching for the chocolate.... and I tell myself not to. I've been able to avoid the emotional eating so far, but the day is long, and my spirit is weak....
Mostly negative, I've had a stressful week and I have an even more stressful one coming up, but I did really well nutrition wise and I'm very proud of myself that I kept my goals in mind even when my mood was at its worst :]
Negative and Im not sure why! Could be the rain, or the fact that Im just really tired. I dont know, yesterday at the gym I felt out of it, like I was phoning it in, which is sooo not like me. I guess Ill just hope I can shake it off and feel better tormorrow. Myabe things have been too good, in this part of my life...scales moving, down another pant size....sometime I think I dont deserve it, though Im the one putting in the hours at the gym and counting every calorie!! Hoping its just a "short" phase.
My will shall shape the future. Whether I fail or succeed shall be no man's doing but my own. I am the force; I can clear any obstacle before me or I can be lost in the maze. My choice; my responsiblity; win or lose, only I hold the key to my destiny.
current weight: 150.0
Fitness Minutes: (33,023)
9/16/10 7:41 P