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Test results
Monday, September 28, 2015      4 comments

I had to have my annual bloodwork recently and it came back with an elevated glucose. My anxiety immediately had me believing I was dying. I love my anxiety disorder! At least now I understand that is what drives those types of thoughts. ... Read more
Who is this me?
Monday, October 21, 2013      5 comments

43 years old. 60 pounds overweight. I feel like a turtle on my back most of the time. How the hell did this happen? It is hard for me not to beat myself up in the name of taking responsibility. I am really good at beating myself up. Pr... Read more
Time to actually lose weight
Friday, July 15, 2011      2 comments

My husband took a picture of me last night and, granted, I was slouching on the couch with shorts and a t shirt and no makeup, but when I saw the picture, I was really upset. Who is this person? Is it me? How did I get so big? So, I challenge ... Read more
Back to Bootcamp
Friday, September 24, 2010      3 comments

Well, my last blog was right at the start of week 3 of bootcamp. Shortly after I wrote it, I hurt my back and was seriously derailed. After some serious yoga to de-spasm my back, I'm ready to finish the bootcamp. SOOOO.....here I go!... Read more
3rd week of the Bootcamp Challenge
Tuesday, September 07, 2010      1 comments

Well, I have started my third week of the bootcamp challenge. I have to say I am pleased and a bit surprised (which is surprising) that I have stuck with it. I have been sore and tired but still done my workouts. And you know what....my cloth... Read more
How did this happen?
Thursday, August 26, 2010      2 comments

I can remember a time when I gladly worked out every day and did not hurt. I did not mind sweating. I did not sweat from simply walking. I never really stopped to consider that I was in shape and never appreciated it. Now, I started th... Read more
Monday, August 23, 2010      5 comments

I am really excited. I started the SPARK 28 day bootcamp challenge yesterday (and completed the goals for yesterday). I am not expecting miracles but it is nice to have a path to follow. YEAH!... Read more
Change in Strategy
Friday, July 30, 2010      4 comments

Ok, so I have not been doing so well watching what I eat...well, I am watching it as i put it in my mouth! So, I've decided to break the goals up into more manageable parts. Today's goals are: Track all my food Make good food choic... Read more
Monday blahs
Monday, July 26, 2010      4 comments

Did you ever just begin the week with the alarm going off and seriously want to turn it off and sleep til noon? I am having one of those days. It did not help this morning that my 4 year old son was in bed with us and snuggling. There's a rea... Read more
Good Day
Wednesday, July 21, 2010      5 comments

Well, I am having a good day for the first time in what feels like about a month. So far this week, I have met my exercise goals and tracked my food. Although I have eaten too much every day, I am not beating myself up mentally about it. One s... Read more
Maybe the sun is coming out?
Friday, July 16, 2010      3 comments

Well, I was in a pretty dark place the last time I wrote a blog. Things are looking a little more sunny today though. The magic of sleep, rest and I am in a much better place--despite getting on the scale and gaining a pound--which I am chalki... Read more
Wednesday, July 14, 2010      0 comments

I really really need to lose weight and I believe that I really want to lose weight. Why can't I get it under control....My appetite is HUGE! and I am going to need to buy BIGGER clothes if I cannot get my eating under control. That will be s... Read more
Thursday, April 29, 2010      0 comments

I have worked really hard the last two weeks to meet my exercise goals, including my strength training goals. I have done it and guess what? My body feels different!!! Already! Sure, I'm a little sore but nothing I cannot cope with. But I feel... Read more
Success at last
Tuesday, April 27, 2010      2 comments

Sometimes it is the small things that mean the most. I have been having huge motivation problems to stop eating. Yesterday, I did it!! and I made my exercise goals! A class A day for me --I cannot believe how unbelievably proud I feel ... Read more
Where does the motivation come from?
Wednesday, April 21, 2010      1 comments

I get up every morning and say I will stay in my calorie range today. By evening, I am tired and only want to enjoy myself which these days means food. I love food and a slice of pizza has never really done me a wrong (except it is always one s... Read more

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