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20 Pounds in 3 Months
Monday, July 30, 2018      8 comments

Is that a reasonable amount? Is my orthopedist being a jerk? I don't know, but i am going to do my absolute best to make it happen. My right knee is so painful now. I have no cartilage in there whatsoever and it hurts when i walk and when i don... Read more
Telling carbohydrate addiction to take a hike!
Tuesday, August 29, 2017      4 comments

emoticon I know i have a carb addiction. I some times go from sweet to salty but it is always a carb. I really ne... Read more
Fear of the Unknown
Friday, June 09, 2017      6 comments

I probably won't finish writing this. I have a meeting today at 8:30 with the VP over my department. I don't want to go in there a bawling mess, but at the same time, i feel like it may be the only way to genuinely show just how bad it is in her... Read more
Fibromyalgia is the Elephant in the Room
Monday, May 22, 2017      3 comments

I would like to type out a happy cheerful blog. But i don't have it in me today. Today is a day where i Thank God i am alive and i simultaneously ask Him, how much longer do i have to live this way? At what point do I get to say enough is enough... Read more
another day of hospital stress
Monday, June 22, 2015      6 comments

well, as you know, i was in the hospital in may for a few days, in ICU with heart trouble and a blood clot. Well, last week, on wednesday, my husband had to be admitted with small bowel obstruction. it is monday and he is still there. Meanwh... Read more
Battle for survival and success
Thursday, June 04, 2015      1 comments

Well, on May 13th i had a significant health scare. I was at work, which thankfully is a hospital, although not right on campus. I was doing a report, and started to experience a racing heart beat. Then it started to really pound. I realized it... Read more
Wednesday, April 08, 2015      4 comments

I have to get a handle on my life! It seems like everytime i get one thing under control, the other aspects of my life just go haywire. I currently have the best job in the world. i work with amazing people and i get to do wellness activities as... Read more
urgent prayer request
Thursday, March 26, 2015      6 comments

Yesterday was turning out to be a great day. I had so much productive work done. I enjoyed all my clients and i just felt great. (for a person with arthritis and fibromyalgia, good pain days are such a blessing) I got home from work and made a w... Read more
yesterday was so sad
Wednesday, March 25, 2015      5 comments

I had a really hard day yesterday. I found out a friend of mines husband, who has prostate cancer, has spread to his liver, lungs and pelvis. They have a child who is 8. He is only 46 years old. I am heart broken. Then a lady at my work, her dau... Read more
Monday, March 23, 2015      1 comments

I have had a rough time since march of last year. I lost my job, i stopped my fibromyalgia medications completely and had to find work. I was very blessed to find a job after a month of searching. First i worked on an inpatient psychiatric unit.... Read more