Starting a new 4 week challenge group and challenging myself to blog!
Monday, May 30, 2016      2 comments

So I've been back at it pretty heavily for the past 2.5 months now. I have lost almost 19lbs and have been exercising more regularly than I ever have in my life before (And still hating it!) But today I am starting in a challenge group on ... Read more
Day 8 - I'm still eating well... I think...
Monday, March 30, 2015      2 comments

I have had two days of poor tracking. I really don't think I am over-indulging at all but I am not tracking so I don't feel as confident or as good about my choices. I need to make standby recipes and stick with them so I don't run into this pro... Read more
Day 6 - Still on track eating wise...
Saturday, March 28, 2015      1 comments

So I feel I have entered the groove... You know that whole eating is about nutrition and not about emotions/boredom groove? Even when I feel hungry, it doesn't elicit any emotions from me... It no longer makes me feel like I must eat all t... Read more
Day 4 - Crazy day yesterday, but I didn't veer off course!
Thursday, March 26, 2015      1 comments

Yesterday was crazy. First my oldest daughter had been home for the past 3 days. (She had woken with a fever so no school but was well the rest of the day). I left her home to go pick her sister up at the bus stop (because it made no sense... Read more
Day 3 - what is working for me so far.
Wednesday, March 25, 2015      3 comments

First I have to say that the first week of getting my eating under control is never a happy one. I get so cranky! It's like PMSing... where everyone is pissing you off and eventually you realize that logically you must be the cranky one. I... Read more
It's been a long time but I need to get back to basics
Tuesday, March 24, 2015      0 comments

I have been away from Spark for a long time but I think I need to get back into it. I have had many feeble attempts to lose weight over the past year but nothing serious. Last time I weighed myself I was back up to 180... which is discouraging. ... Read more
My emotions seem mostly back under control... now to reign the rest in...
Monday, February 03, 2014      4 comments

I'm feeling normal. I mean as normal as I get on a bad diet... It's far from perfect but it's not the total out-of-control hormones of January... Yesterday morning I had a complete emotional breakdown, but I was able to crawl out of it and compl... Read more
With friends like these... weird confusing night...
Saturday, January 25, 2014      4 comments

I guess I put myself in a stupid situation last night. But I think many people in my situation would... This is not the first time I've had warning bells ring in my head about this friend... but after the drama I had with my other friend, she's ... Read more
Confession Blog : Completely out of control
Thursday, January 23, 2014      6 comments

This past week, I have lost it. The weather has me so down... I have always hated winter, but my feelings about this year is way beyond... I need to go to the store today, this means going outside an extra time (not to mention my oldest wants to... Read more
Shaking I am so upset. Drama with a friend.
Wednesday, January 22, 2014      4 comments

About a month or so ago, when I came back to Spark, I made a post about how a certain friendship had caused me to regain 20lbs of my weight. Well, this friend hadn't been much involved in my life for a while but the past few weeks has been slowl... Read more
I found motivation! Then promptly lost it...
Monday, January 20, 2014      2 comments

Well "The plan" is serving its purpose. Seriously, the main reason I wanted to have a plan on how I would close the distance with the boyfriend and all the other stuff is that I wanted to have a focus, a direction, and to basically stop obsessin... Read more
Sunday, January 19, 2014      3 comments

This describes me so crazily accurate (I found the part about weight interesting because I had never associated the two things together...)
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Bumps in the plan, meltdowns and losing control...
Saturday, January 18, 2014      1 comments

I have been an emotional mess these past weeks... There is something crazy happening with my hormones and I am not dealing with it well. It all started with my period being several days late, then when I got it, I was on the bad side of my norma... Read more
Complete breakdown last night, but came out with a new plan A
Thursday, January 16, 2014      6 comments

I was going to say I came up with a plan B, but no, technically this new plan is more viable than our old plan... which is crazy considering how far fetched even this new plan is... I am looking at the possibility of relocating to Austin, T... Read more
Lost control last night... accountability blog
Tuesday, January 14, 2014      5 comments

I wasn't going to blog about it since I'm not beating myself up over it, but I decided I still need to be accountable. It's past. It's done. It was bad but could have been worse... but to not blo about it means that I'm pretending it didn't happ... Read more

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