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Thursday, February 10, 2011      6 comments

Last night was a showdown. I was confronted with a familiar situation that was very stressful . I went for what I was used to doing without thinking I would eat until I felt better, then I would worst for all I had eaten. Last night I ... Read more
Thursday, February 10, 2011      5 comments

I know that for so long i have not done things right giving into my want instead of taking care of my needs . It has been about pain . Instead of dealing with the problem I have added to it by doing something to take the hurt away my drug of ch... Read more
Wednesday, February 09, 2011      4 comments

Today got a visit from a old friend . That makes me feel so worthless I have come so far that for this feeling to come along make me feel like a helpless child that is weak . I just want this pain that is not physical to go away I just want to f... Read more
i can feel it
Tuesday, February 08, 2011      1 comments

All the juices are flowing . I feel gitty... Read more
173 days to go
Tuesday, February 08, 2011      1 comments

My it is going fast well I contnue to work toward my goal... Read more
Allover i can feel it.
Monday, February 07, 2011      4 comments

Energy is pulsing through my body . Today I pushed the metal ,and it felt good. If every day goes like today I know I will make it.... Read more
caesr is more than a salad
Monday, February 07, 2011      6 comments

Julius Caesar the emperor felt he was so great he named a day of the week after himself . I claim this week for twisted steel. No business this week all week it all about Me.... Read more
i sweat therefore i am
Sunday, February 06, 2011      4 comments

There is only perception no reality. I create my world to do with as I chose I am building a world that pleases me . A creature that believes" Nothing taste as good as fit feels... Read more
class is in
Sunday, February 06, 2011      2 comments

Every day I learn something new to help in the fight to fit. I learn so much it escapes me . Now that I am lifting weights again I have found that if I lift soon after I wake up my body will burn more fat which is my focus right now.... Read more
me myself & I
Saturday, February 05, 2011      4 comments

Three pounds loss I will take it ! Now I am at 422 . Wow a strange new world... Read more
show time
Friday, February 04, 2011      4 comments

I have been thinking of all the shows they have about weight .I just want to name them Biggest losses Celebrity fit club Heavy To fat for fifteen Supersize me Fatso I used to be fat A few episodes of made Ruby Fat camp ... Read more
what i need from
Friday, February 04, 2011      7 comments

Almost everyday I post something that is going through my head . Sometime I just what to talk. Sometime I am looking for a kind word or a kick in the ass my spark people I truly feel the love all have shown me I want to thank you all. I have rea... Read more
Nights like this
Thursday, February 03, 2011      3 comments

I feel good this week is going well things are coming along . I can and I will.... Read more
this is a public service anouncement
Thursday, February 03, 2011      6 comments

Digital scales don't work well with water. I got on on my scale without drying of now it doesn't work. The silver lining is I got a new scale that gives body status water weight bodyfat it is great there was only one probslem the max weight is... Read more
change is
Tuesday, February 01, 2011      4 comments

I want to be successful. I am making a change that will help me reach my goal . I will now be able to spend a few hours each day In the gym. I am very excited about this... Read more

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