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My journey in review
Tuesday, February 25, 2014      5 comments

I was looking over my past blogs earlier. I've been fighting this battle to lose weight since I was in high school. So, about 10-12 years. I don't get why this is so hard. I mean, really? 10-12 years and I've bounced between the same 20... Read more
Paleo poo pooers
Monday, February 24, 2014      6 comments

I don't understand it. I don't understand why it's so hard to believe that humans are meant to eat meat. I CAN understand not eating meat for moral reasons. That's fine. It's not the same for me because real food is to me food that I respect on ... Read more
Thursday, February 20, 2014      3 comments

Okay. I'm going to try a streak of something. Maybe streaking naked down the road. Sprinting is good for you right? But no. More seriously. Maybe making it a competition with myself, topping my best efforts. I used to be very compe... Read more
Monday, February 17, 2014      4 comments

It is again time for me to get restarted. I'm currently at a weight higher than I've seen in years. I'm having a really hard time getting restarted for some reason. It's been months. I was doing well until I let myself get derailed by the neg... Read more
Saturday, January 18, 2014      8 comments

Been in a bad slump. Feeling hopeless, dragged down, not believing it's possible to meet my goals. I've been trying off and on for so long, but have lacked whatever it is to make it work. Don't know if I lack courage, discipline, energy, or what... Read more
Feeling Frantic
Thursday, July 18, 2013      2 comments

So I realized a few days ago that I hadn't reported a rather life altering event. Given the way I gush in past blogs, it may not be surprising to hear that: I AM GETTING MARRIED!!!! I've actually been engaged since last January, so ab... Read more
Friday, April 05, 2013      2 comments

I posted a few weeks ago about how I'd go from 160 to 157 by the end of the month. Yeah. That was a lie. I'm now 161.2. Le sigh. But, this is what happens when you eat junk and don't exercise. Been eating right AGAIN for about four da... Read more
Wednesday, April 03, 2013      2 comments

I gave up TV for Lent. It was so good for me, and I got so much more done. I picked it up again after Easter. I already feel less productive and less happy. No more TV! Or at least, only on weekends. Which seems reasonable. I'm not one w... Read more
Friday, March 15, 2013      4 comments

I actually did this a couple years ago, and was going through old blogs. Thought I'd do it again. Whats a fact about the last person you were in love with? He's a major trekkie and a total nerd. It's, adorable. Who was the last per... Read more
I will be...
Friday, March 15, 2013      3 comments

I currently weight 160 lbs. By the end of the month, I will weigh 157. True story. ... Read more
Healthiness = discomfort?
Tuesday, March 05, 2013      2 comments

That's a bit how I feel today. That to be healthy I have to either be uncomfortable, or lacking in comforts. Exhibit A.) Sitting on the pilates ball again, because my spine is crooked and this straightens it. Makes my back ache. Exhibit... Read more
Tuesday, February 26, 2013      2 comments

Gave up TV for Lent, because I was becoming a slothful slug and getting nothing done, living in spiritual dullness. Just fyi, IT'S FREAKING AMAZING! That is all.... Read more
Don't bother reading this, just needed to vent
Sunday, January 27, 2013      9 comments

I feel like crap. I feel like a worthless human being. I feel like a waste of oxygen, with no benefit to this world. And all because I can't manage what I eat. I know I'm not a waste just because I'm fat. I mean, for goodness sake that's... Read more
Sunday, January 27, 2013      2 comments

I lack commitment. I think I must like being fat. Every time I hit a certain point I start sabotaging myself. Going to go drown my sorrows. Aka, drink some water. I'm thirsty.... Read more
Well, I'm up
Thursday, January 10, 2013      6 comments

In weight that is. Not even remotely surprised. This is what happens when you eat and eat and eat and eat bad food. You gain weight. I was talking to my mom last night as we grocery shopped, and I asked, "Why is it so easy one day and so hard... Read more

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