Clearly the last blog was a lie!
Monday, July 08, 2013      1 comments

I started exercising again and then I stopped in May due to exhaustion and sickness but here I am again. I'm going on vacation in September and I am NOT ready. Whoops.... Read more
Exercising Again
Monday, February 04, 2013      0 comments

The holidays hit hard and knocked me on my gigantic butt and I stopped exercising. I haven't really gained any back but I lost a bit of the tone I had going on. Trying this again! I'm writing a whole bunch these days, I can pound out a six p... Read more
I'm awesome.
Monday, October 15, 2012      2 comments

So, in the big bad life of me, I've moved and started working out. I've not really been tracking myself on Sparkpeople but I am doing about two hours a day of exercise. One of those hours is cardio via the elliptical and the other hour is usu... Read more
Big Changes Ahead
Thursday, August 23, 2012      1 comments

We finally moved! I have a short goal that I feel I can meet if I push myself. Well, actually, I have an assortment of goals. Goal One: Exercise every day in September. Goal Two: Exercise every day in October. Goal Three/Ult... Read more
Monday, July 16, 2012      1 comments

I'm angry all the time and I've not been working out. I don't know what to do really. I say I do but I really don't. Everyone hurts my feelings and I feel like I'm invisible. I feel like complaining makes me some sort of whiny loser bu... Read more
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
Saturday, June 09, 2012      0 comments

I had all these dreams and wishes and wants... but right now? I don't know what I want anymore. Will losing weight really help with my dysphoria or will it be worse? I've never weighed a 'normal' weight, not since I was like 8 years ... Read more
Life Changing Events
Tuesday, February 14, 2012      1 comments

Since November I've felt my life change. On the first I learned my younger cousin had breast cancer. She is currently attending Chemo. On the 16th I learned my Mamaw has cancer once again and surgery while possible wasn't something she wanted... Read more
New Goals.
Wednesday, February 01, 2012      0 comments

I've changed my goal weight. Instead of 150, I'm aiming for 130 for fashion purposes. Silly I know, but I want to be FIERCE. I want to pull off those leathers pants, I want to pull off whatever fashion choice I make and I know that at 130 I w... Read more
My Most Important Weight Goals and Rewards.
Tuesday, July 05, 2011      1 comments

As I'm writing this, I'm currently 260 lbs. I'm 5'1", just to say. So. Let's name some goals to get me motivated. 200 Lbs is my Current Goal, my reward besides better health is going to be a Binder (or two). The real goal is to be ... Read more
Can Do.
Wednesday, June 01, 2011      1 comments

I lost my initial Five Pounds in April. For the month of May I stayed stable at my current weight but lost an inch of my stomach, my thighs, and my hips! Which is pretty amazing for me. I'm getting closer. One day at a time.... Read more
Monday, May 16, 2011      1 comments

Here it is Monday and I'm finally feeling better! Considering how much sleep I had this weekend it was about time I started feeling like a person! On the Menu of things to do today we have the basic cleaning stuff, I already did my cardio and... Read more
The Second Day is Often the Hardest
Wednesday, May 11, 2011      1 comments

Another Day. More Challenges. I spent today cleaning and walking, managed to comlete all my goals, walking and my 10+ minutes of hooping plus my three songs on Just Dance. As well as stretching of course. I already feel more loose and today... Read more
The Start
Tuesday, May 10, 2011      4 comments

This is my first blog entry here. I'm currently cleaning out my closets, trying to lose the parts of my life that I don't want anymore while I'm losing weight. I'm looking for a complete life overhaul. I'm going to do it.... Read more