(Breathe in, Breathe out)
Saturday, July 18, 2009      1 comments

To be honest, I came on here with the intentions of closing my account because I haven't been on it and I haven't lost (but GAINED) weight. But, that seems to always be my M.O. whenever I feel like I have failed or can't do something....quit. I ... Read more
For Maya
Friday, March 13, 2009      4 comments

LOL, Maya you are amazing. I bet you wouldn't believe I've wanted someone like you in my life for YEEEEAAAAARRRRRRSSSSSSS! But you can't do this for me. I've been really busy with school. So I haven't been on much (computer and eating wise). I h... Read more
Sunday, February 01, 2009      5 comments

This is me, doing what I do. Accountable until I don't want to be anymore-this thing swept over me again, causing this shameless laziness and then paralyzing self-pity that only allows enough mobility to get the junk to my lips, chew, and swallo... Read more
slack o lackin'
Wednesday, January 28, 2009      2 comments

School started and I am back to the procrastinate eat alot routine. It's only been a week! I am not even hungry, but I just want to eat. I realize when I get like this, it's hard for me to stay accountable. I haven't been on here the way I was.... Read more
Feeling Better
Tuesday, January 20, 2009      2 comments

Ok, so I ate my lil chocolate and layed low-I've been praying and I have to say I do feel better. Man, today I am feeling the love. God is Good. I think He is trying to help me get through my emotional state. He's showing me that He loves me and... Read more
January is Almost Over...
Sunday, January 18, 2009      0 comments

And I have frittered it away with my non eating right and no exercise. Ok 30 minutes all these weeks. Ha. well. I'm really in an unsavory emotional state brought on by love movies and the guy who never seems to text me back when I want him to. I... Read more
OK, Now I Get It...
Wednesday, January 14, 2009      2 comments

I figured out how I will lose weight using Sparkpeople-I will be on the site for most of the day and not eat! Haha. Just kidding, but I tell ya HOURS can go by and I'm still like let me check this let me do that, let me find this person-It sound... Read more
I Did It!!!
Monday, January 12, 2009      2 comments

Ok, Ok, it was a bit impractical-cramming three cups of 8oz of water at 10 o'clock at night, but I finally made the 8 8oz of water goal! ... Read more
Step AWAY from the cookies...
Sunday, January 11, 2009      1 comments

GRRRRR! This sux. Still not exercising...counterproductive I know, but I'm hoping the exercise will kick in and stay with me unlike previous years of being all gung-ho in the beginning and then fading out. I've been eating crappy. Last week I we... Read more
Support Groups
Thursday, January 08, 2009      1 comments

I am a little overwhelmed with ALL the help there is. So I had to let some of the groups go, coz I'm not really able to do all of them. I'm sorry if I cancelled a group that belonged to any of the wonderful people who have been encouraging me-I ... Read more
Super Size Me
Friday, January 02, 2009      1 comments

I just watched Super Size Me for the first time and let me tell you it was an eye opening experience. Do you know how much fast food I've consumed in my lifetime, hey how bout last month? I have been on a fast track to wiping me off the face of ... Read more
Thursday, January 01, 2009      0 comments

Last night was wonderful! I spent bringing in the New Year with the Lord, which was awesome as usual. BUT: the boy was there and I was fixated on him for most of the night. I didn't even say Hi to him. Well, no, I did, but he wasn't looking...... Read more
When the Mojo doesn't Show...
Wednesday, December 31, 2008      1 comments

It is officially twenty minutes to the last day of 2008. I did not make any goals as of it, outside eat better and exercise. Duh. It's so vague. What bothers me most is that I don't have that oomphf to propel me to motivation. It hasn't been the... Read more
Day After Christmas
Friday, December 26, 2008      0 comments

Well, I didn't totally pig out, but I wasn't good either. I realized that I hadn't thought much about next years goals...This morning, this morning though, I thought of one. I'm probably gonna go shoot up to the diner tonight to write in my diar... Read more
Counter-productive, much???
Tuesday, December 16, 2008      0 comments

I saw this movie called Run Fatboy Run (Awesome movie, love them Brits!) and at the end they talked about runners, sooner or later, hit a wall, where they can't breathe, can't move, can't think. Well, I hit the school-wall. I needed to be study... Read more

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