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Stress Journalling
Wednesday, March 20, 2013      3 comments

**This particular blog entry will be updated as needed. It is in response to the Stress Buster's Challenge. 5=High; 4=Moderately High; 3= Average; 2=Below Average; 1=None. For starters, I am a perfectionist. I have a hard time finding ... Read more
The Day I Nearly Quit......
Sunday, March 17, 2013      7 comments

Depression is a monster. It's the worst enemy you could have because it lives inside you. It isn't something you can just fold away and put in a closet and leave. No. It lurks inside and comes out when you are at your weakest.....it consumes yo... Read more
How will I think POSITIVE???
Sunday, March 03, 2013      9 comments

Well, honestly, thinking positive is a choice. A choice we must make in order to live from moment to moment when depressed. Add to the choice that tomorrow my doctor will add another medication to my already long list of meds.....an anti-depres... Read more
Complicated Blogging.....
Saturday, March 02, 2013      10 comments

1) What new habit you wish to develop? 2) How will you do that? 3) What are you doing to encourage yourself and keep on track? 4) How are you doing day by day? 5) What can you improve upon? 6) Do you need some motivation or advice? Ask... Read more
My body reminds me yet again......Revamping my plans.....
Wednesday, February 27, 2013      8 comments

After talking with my doctor at length yesterday, shedding some tears, it's time to rethink this plan ..... If you are reading this for enjoyment, you may want to pass because this is going to be boring....it's just a blog to help me rethin... Read more
Glad this day is over......
Thursday, February 21, 2013      5 comments

Today started out like a Monday.....yes, I said Monday. I know it was Wednesday but anyways..... I woke to hubby telling me that my batch had expired in my dialysis ma... Read more
Breaking Goals and Peter Cottontail.....
Tuesday, February 19, 2013      7 comments

You know that moment when you set a goal and you push yourself right passed it to a completely NEW goal? Well, I DID JUST THAT! ... Read more
Saturday, February 16, 2013      2 comments

And you will! Halfway is better than nothing! ... Read more
First Best Valentine's Day!
Saturday, February 16, 2013      7 comments

Ok, so I know the title sounds a little sappy and hard to believe but it's true. I worked all day and had no plans for the evening other than dialysis. I called hubby to let him know that I was on my way home and that's when I decided to m... Read more
Positive Days
Wednesday, February 13, 2013      6 comments

So the past few days have been much of a blur. With headaches, the days seem to have meshed. However, I have been able to continue eating healthy ... Read more
Rough Few Days....
Saturday, February 09, 2013      6 comments

This week has consisted of more headaches than normal. It started out with a migraine and looks like it's going to go out with a headache as well. I did a double run of dialysis today. I've done this before and don't remember having any pr... Read more
5% Winter Challenge Committment
Tuesday, February 05, 2013      7 comments

This will be the month I can look back on and say....THAT'S WHEN MY LIFE BEGAN TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER! ... Read more
My Hope....
Saturday, February 02, 2013      3 comments

After all the tears.....After all the pain.....After realizing possibly the only way to live my life out on this earth is by machine.....After hitting the bottom......I look up and there You are. You take me in Your loving arms and hold me ... Read more
Angry? You Dang Right I'm Angry!
Friday, February 01, 2013      9 comments

The past 18 hours have been eye opening for me. I've talked for the first time with my SP buddy, who unknowingly got me to admit the truth not just to her but to myself for the first time. I'm not taking the weight loss serious because........ ... Read more
Motivational Quotes .... Updated 2/11/13
Thursday, January 31, 2013      4 comments

This blog will be updated as I find quotes that motivate me....hopefully, they will touch someone else as well. My own thoughts about the quote are in parenthesis. This first one I discovered on a SP Friend's blog and it really woke me up... Read more

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