Thursday, July 12, 2007      0 comments

I hurt myself last night. I carved PLEASUE IN PAIN in block letter on my leg with a double edge razor blade. My self-harm is on the rise. I am not worried though...I like cutting. It makes me feel in control and feel better...more loved and some... Read more
Another day...and I am still here! :)
Monday, December 18, 2006      0 comments

I did the proverbial "falling off the wagon" last night. Am I surprised? NO. I did not go way overboard though, so I should be okay. And I jumped right back into the saddle this morning. I am a woman on a mission....a mission for health...a m... Read more
Goals, Rewards, Motivators....
Sunday, December 17, 2006      0 comments

I figure I have been trying for so many years to change the way I look and feel about myself and nothing worked; therefore it is time to try something new! A new frame of mind, a new approach...just plain NEW!!! Can I do this??? YES, I can. Wi... Read more
YAY FOR ME!!!!!!!
Wednesday, September 20, 2006      1 comments

I am down 3 lbs. since Monday!!!!!! YAY!!!... Read more
Hi there! Day ONE down and no regrets!!!
Tuesday, July 25, 2006      0 comments

Day ONE on my new journey and I done very good! No cheating, no bad feelings or excessive hunger. This is always a good thing! Sunshine will survive, I beleive! I am SOOO happy about that. She is so pretty and sweet to be suffering and hurt. I... Read more