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Here we go again...
Sunday, May 13, 2012      2 comments

Well, after a year, I am back. It makes me sad, really... I'm back because I'm right back up to the same weight I was a year ago when I hit my all time high. In the past year, I managed to lose 12 lbs, going up and down. And now I'm back u... Read more
Monday, April 04, 2011      2 comments

I've completely fallen off the wagon... I've lost all momentum. This is the second day in a row that I went on an emotional-inspired binge fest... and that's after a weekend of not tracking my calories very carefully and not working ou... Read more
getting my mindset back on track
Tuesday, March 29, 2011      0 comments

I binged today. Badly. I have an emotional eating problem... It had been over a week since i last binged... today it just happened suddenly. I was filling a mix of emotions, and I was just craving food so badly... and on top of that, I was getti... Read more
I just feel like quitting... and I don't know why.
Monday, March 28, 2011      2 comments

I suddenly just want to quit this. I dont get it.. I've been so motivated. I was so great last week, and I guess in the past few days I've just gotten worse and worse.. I mean, I didnt go crazy. I still ate within my calorie range, just on the h... Read more
I'm guilty of buying things just because they're cute
Saturday, March 26, 2011      3 comments

I admit it. I've done it. But LOOK at how adorable this mini individual-size smoothie maker is! how can you not resist that?? and it's also the most useful things I'... Read more
found that lovin' feeling
Friday, March 25, 2011      0 comments

I made a blog post a couple hours ago that was essentially me whining about my day and trying to resist emotional eating. individually, none of the issues were that big of a deal, but it was just one of those days where little things kept p... Read more
bad mood.. no emotional eating for me
Friday, March 25, 2011      3 comments

I'm a really bad mood for various reasons right now, and, normally, my first action would be just to essentially eat my feelings. Like I want chocolate so badly right now... but I obviously can't do that, so I quickly logged on sparkpeople to po... Read more
Wednesday, March 23, 2011      0 comments

I just accidentally subscribed to my own blog. epic fail. ANYWAY what's even lamer is that I gained weight in the past 24 hours somehow. I didn't cheat! And I even got myself to work out for 25 minutes even thought I was exhausted from my 2... Read more
I love SparkPeople
Tuesday, March 22, 2011      0 comments

I love this. I really do. I've never been so excited and motivated to lose weight... and I owe part of that to SparkPeople. I especially love this blog feature. I'm that kid who writes everything down always. I've kept a daily journal since... Read more
Are you emotionally ready?
Monday, March 21, 2011      1 comments

In 5th grade, my teacher showed us a calculator trick that somehow ended with our weight appearing on the screen. That was the first tim I remember being self-conscious about that number. I've wanted to lose weight ever since. like many, I... Read more