Friday, November 15, 2019 2 comments
Lately my only focus is to get in shape and lose weight to have a career as a Paramedic or the health care field. I have been fearful that I won't lose the weight in time for classes next August. I have also been fearful that no one is going to ... Read more
Ups and downs
Friday, September 27, 2019 4 comments
Thankfully the scale is no longer going up and down. My eating habits are though. Mostly bad days because I'm not eating enough calories in a day for even someone who is a 14. I seem to be able to only get about 1200 calories in. I really try fo... Read more
Not this Semester babygirl. but why Daddy (God)?
Thursday, August 01, 2019 3 comments
I just want to scream "but Daddy why!" at God. I was really upset last night that I couldn't pay for my college classes due to the fact that my husbands boss is holding out on him. Never, never, never expect all of your money if you decide to ta... Read more
Starting over again with my new JOB!!!
Tuesday, July 30, 2019 2 comments
I put in my weight today. Of course I was not happy with it because I'm up 5 pounds but that's what happens to women during that time of the month. It's just something that we have to deal with on a monthly bases. I will be so glad when menopaus... Read more
A good time to listen to my body
Tuesday, July 16, 2019 1 comments
I've had an upset stomach for the past two days. I guess that's what I get indulging in ramen and a slice of pizza. I know that I should stay away from dairy but sometimes I do crave it. Sometimes I do give in. This time I was so unproductive th... Read more
I've accepted my fate for now.
Friday, July 12, 2019 3 comments
It seems that I've made some really bad financial choices in the past that is keeping me from going to school and getting a job. So God is saying "not now because you need to fix these thing" Our family is so poor that I'm going to have to wal... Read more
Trying to stay positive.
Tuesday, July 09, 2019 3 comments
I told my SO that working under the table was going to end up biting him in the ass. So much so that his boss now owes him 400.00. So we are unable to go anywhere on his one day off. I'm just angry because I was looking forward to going back to... Read more
Maybe it's school time
Thursday, July 04, 2019 4 comments
I've been looking for all types of jobs in the past two years. Some jobs I get voted out of due to transportation issues but most of the time it's because I'm 275 lbs over weight. Sometimes I think that the universe is telling me that the reas... Read more
Remembering my value
Sunday, June 16, 2019 2 comments
It's been two years since I've had a full-time job. I've sent out hundreds of resumes and had a few interviews. One hiring manager even told me that they thought I couldn't do the job. Funny that I was doing the same job with clothes and hygiene... Read more
Dealing with stagnation
Friday, June 14, 2019 2 comments
I don't know how to spell the word so I'll just call it stagnation. The scale won't budge. Truthfully I'm yo-yoing again. It's not a big yo-yo movement but it is happening. Down to 331 and then up to 335. We will see how things go with the chang... Read more
A body in motion
Sunday, February 17, 2019 1 comments
The saying that a body in motion stays in motion is so true. I'm still trying to get over this cold. I think my room-,mate and I keep on passing it back and forth. It has just lasted longer than it should have. I was able to get 1.5 miles ... Read more
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