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Changing focus
Friday, November 15, 2019      2 comments

Lately my only focus is to get in shape and lose weight to have a career as a Paramedic or the health care field. I have been fearful that I won't lose the weight in time for classes next August. I have also been fearful that no one is going to ... Read more
Ups and downs
Friday, September 27, 2019      4 comments

Thankfully the scale is no longer going up and down. My eating habits are though. Mostly bad days because I'm not eating enough calories in a day for even someone who is a 14. I seem to be able to only get about 1200 calories in. I really try fo... Read more
Not this Semester babygirl. but why Daddy (God)?
Thursday, August 01, 2019      3 comments

I just want to scream "but Daddy why!" at God. I was really upset last night that I couldn't pay for my college classes due to the fact that my husbands boss is holding out on him. Never, never, never expect all of your money if you decide to ta... Read more
Starting over again with my new JOB!!!
Tuesday, July 30, 2019      2 comments

I put in my weight today. Of course I was not happy with it because I'm up 5 pounds but that's what happens to women during that time of the month. It's just something that we have to deal with on a monthly bases. I will be so glad when menopaus... Read more
A good time to listen to my body
Tuesday, July 16, 2019      1 comments

I've had an upset stomach for the past two days. I guess that's what I get indulging in ramen and a slice of pizza. I know that I should stay away from dairy but sometimes I do crave it. Sometimes I do give in. This time I was so unproductive th... Read more
Long journey forgotten
Monday, July 15, 2019      1 comments

Some days are hard. I look in the mirror when I'm nude and am reminded about the amount of work I have to do on my body. I see the fat and saggy skin. ... Read more
I've accepted my fate for now.
Friday, July 12, 2019      3 comments

It seems that I've made some really bad financial choices in the past that is keeping me from going to school and getting a job. So God is saying "not now because you need to fix these thing" Our family is so poor that I'm going to have to wal... Read more
Trying to stay positive.
Tuesday, July 09, 2019      3 comments

I told my SO that working under the table was going to end up biting him in the ass. So much so that his boss now owes him 400.00. So we are unable to go anywhere on his one day off. I'm just angry because I was looking forward to going back to... Read more
Maybe it's school time
Thursday, July 04, 2019      4 comments

I've been looking for all types of jobs in the past two years. Some jobs I get voted out of due to transportation issues but most of the time it's because I'm 275 lbs over weight. Sometimes I think that the universe is telling me that the reas... Read more
Wednesday, June 19, 2019      3 comments

I'm finally on a down hill slope when it comes to my weight loss reports. This whole year I had hoped to be down to 290 or less. I guess my body had to... Read more
Remembering my value
Sunday, June 16, 2019      2 comments

It's been two years since I've had a full-time job. I've sent out hundreds of resumes and had a few interviews. One hiring manager even told me that they thought I couldn't do the job. Funny that I was doing the same job with clothes and hygiene... Read more
Dealing with stagnation
Friday, June 14, 2019      2 comments

I don't know how to spell the word so I'll just call it stagnation. The scale won't budge. Truthfully I'm yo-yoing again. It's not a big yo-yo movement but it is happening. Down to 331 and then up to 335. We will see how things go with the chang... Read more
Static Dermititus
Friday, April 12, 2019      5 comments

One of the nasty things that large people have to deal with. I'm just glad that I was finally able to get some help for it. Looks like I'm going to hav... Read more
Have you tried poke
Wednesday, March 13, 2019      2 comments

I have found a new love for my diet. Poke which is just deconstructed sushi. I had mine over salad greens.... Read more
A body in motion
Sunday, February 17, 2019      1 comments

The saying that a body in motion stays in motion is so true. I'm still trying to get over this cold. I think my room-,mate and I keep on passing it back and forth. It has just lasted longer than it should have. I was able to get 1.5 miles ... Read more

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