Skinny friends...
Saturday, February 09, 2013      9 comments

Sometimes, I hate to say it but I really hate my skinny friends. When they go on about how society treats obesity and how there is a cycle that overweight and obese people go through where they self sabotage and then give up over and over again ... Read more
And here we go again...
Tuesday, June 21, 2011      2 comments

My immune system has declined since I was around 17 because of depression and ive gotten sick soooo many times since then. Not just colds but major illnesses over and over like strep throat, staph infections and the worse.... pilonidal cysts. ... Read more
Wednesday, June 15, 2011      0 comments

I took my measurments for the first time in a couple months and all I have to say is... wow. waist- 36.5 hips- 44.5 thighs- 26 arms- 13.5 I feel like I just got punched in the stomach. I feel so ashamed at my measurements. I can... Read more
Body inspiration
Wednesday, June 15, 2011      1 comments

I'd love to have the body of either Scarlett Johannson or Rihanna. They're both thin but womanly. I dont want to get too muscular or skinny. I love their womanly softness to their bodies but they both still look healthy. ... Read more
Just some thoughts....
Sunday, June 12, 2011      0 comments

I wanted to write down some motivations for myself, things that will make me want to exercise and eat right even if it's not always the easiest thing. 1. I want have a flat stomach so i can wear a bikini and be confident 2. I want more... Read more
good (but not great) start
Sunday, June 12, 2011      0 comments

So my goal for this week is to jumpsuit my healthy eating and proportion control. This is what I've had today: Sunday (6/12/11) 3 pieces french toast (made with eggs, cinnamon and white bread) 2tbs light maple syrup 2 cups coffee w... Read more
discouraged but not beaten
Sunday, June 12, 2011      6 comments

I hate stretch marks. I look like ive had a baby because of all the stretch marks on my tummy not to mention the ones that are starting to appear on my sides and thighs. My tummy is the worst though. It makes me sad to see ive let myself go this... Read more