it's been a long time..
Friday, July 29, 2011      3 comments

I havent logged onto this site for a very long time... and my body shows the result. I have gained 30 pounds. I need to get back on track.. I have a WEDDING DRESS I need to fit into. That's right.. I found love and I am finally hap... Read more
size 8
Thursday, December 02, 2010      0 comments

Yesterday I put on a pair of pants my mom had given me a while back. I hadn't really worn them yet, because they don't really match anything else in my closet... But yesterday I was home sick, and I didn't really care about matching. They we... Read more
loose skin
Tuesday, November 23, 2010      3 comments

I have a lot of loose skin, It is literally hanging from my abdomen. It is embarrassing and ugly. I went to a doctor... Over time, some of the skin may tighten back up, but most of it will always be saggy and gross. My insurance wil... Read more
Wednesday, November 03, 2010      2 comments

A friend old mine passed away on Monday. He was one of my first friends in middle school, when I first moved to North Carolina. I knew him for 18 years. We graduated from high school together. He was smart, talented, creative, musica... Read more
things are piling up
Thursday, October 14, 2010      4 comments

Last night, my friend Eric caught a glimpse of how truly unhappy I am. He is driving me to and from work this week... On top of the fact that my vision is still blurry from my surgery on Friday, I was in a car accident last Thursday & my... Read more
wanting to live vs. wanting a life
Wednesday, October 06, 2010      3 comments

There is no doubt about it. I am depressed. I feel sad, but it is more than that. I have this undefinable sadness. Sadness usually FILLS you with dispair and can overwhelm you. The sadness I feel is different. It does not fill me. Hollow... Read more
100 pounds
Wednesday, July 28, 2010      2 comments

Today I weigh 140 pounds. I did it. I lost 100 pounds. I made my goal date, and today I am going to see Paul McCartney in concert, I am going to surrounded by fami... Read more
wtf is wrong with me?
Thursday, July 22, 2010      2 comments

I have made some VERY poor decisions about food, latley. I honestly don't know what is wrong with me.. On Saturday, I had 3 pieces of pizza for dinner. On Sunday, I had Stromboli. I had three helpings of lunch yesterday, and ate more ... Read more
dreams coming true
Monday, July 12, 2010      2 comments

I am so happy right now! My face hurts from smiling, and yet, I can't seem to wipe this silly grin away! ... Read more
an amazing weekend
Monday, June 28, 2010      3 comments

First of all, I lost 4 pounds last week! My weekly weigh-in on Saturday put me at 146 pounds. This leaves me 6 pounds left to go before I reach that monumental achievement of 100 pounds lost! Since I still have a month to go before my deadlin... Read more
goals, dating and a funny story
Friday, June 18, 2010      2 comments

My weekly weigh-in is tomarrow, and I am nervous... as usual. I really want to be in the 140's. Really! If I just lose one pound, I will be happy. I have created a small (very short term) goal. I want to lose 10 more pounds before th... Read more
2 Beatles
Sunday, June 13, 2010      1 comments

On July 11th, I will be seeing Ringo Starr in concert. On July 28th, I will be seeing Paul McCartney in concert. Within a matter of a few weeks, I will be seeing (live, in person) the two only remaining Beatles performing rock and roll on... Read more
weird week
Friday, June 11, 2010      1 comments

My routine has been altered this week... My diet is different. With mom being out of town, I have been doing all of the cooking. The meals I have been making are perfectly balanced and healthy, but this has left Dad unsatisfied. He has b... Read more
improved attitude
Monday, June 07, 2010      2 comments

The humidity was almost nonexistant today! It was a total relief! Nice, sunny skies... Warm air and cool breezes... Perfection. I could have run forever! I did run extra, but I had to come home and start dinner... I ran my regula... Read more
too humid
Saturday, June 05, 2010      2 comments

At 10:00 this morning, I was considering going for a run, but when I went out to walk the dog, I almost suffocated. The humidity is stifling! I can litterally feel my lungs straining to seperate the air from the the moisture. The temperatur... Read more

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