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I'm back
Friday, February 01, 2013      10 comments

Hi everyone how are you doing? i hope everyone is well. I haven't been on for a few months. I have been dealing with an injury. I ruptured my achilles tedon oct 23 2012. I am still in recovery but i am making progress even though it is very slow... Read more
frusturated
Saturday, November 03, 2012      4 comments

I feel a week ago and ruptured my achillies tendon. I guess i won't be able to exercise for a while. Does anyone have any ideas on how i can keep active i can't put weight on my foot. I so frustrated i have to rely on someone to help me do every... Read more
feeling blah and depressed
Monday, September 17, 2012      4 comments

I can't explain how i feel i just feel like i am slipping deeper and deeper into a deprssion. I just want to disapear. I feel like i am not living i am just going through the emotions of everyday life and not feeling anything. I have no motivati... Read more
Feeling blah
Thursday, August 16, 2012      6 comments

Hi everyone, I am finding it vey hard to get my motivation back to eat healthy and lose weight. When i first started on this website back in April i was so excited and determined to loss weight. For the first month i was doing great. I eve... Read more
how i feel
Monday, July 23, 2012      6 comments

Lately i have been really deopressed. I feel like i am reaching out for help and i am not getting what i need. Doesn't anyone understand how bad i feel? Donesn't any care? I am so tired of people telling me to snap out of it or get over it. Don'... Read more
depressed again
Wednesday, July 18, 2012      6 comments

I am so tried of being depressed all the time. I just want it all to end. I feel so worthless and unwanted. I have been dealing with depression for the pas five years and i can't deal with it anymore. I'm tired of peple telling me how much of a ... Read more
yesterday
Wednesday, June 27, 2012      6 comments

Yesterday i went to see Michael Landsberg speek about his experience with depression and anxiety. For those of you who don't know who is he is a Canadian sports broadcaster who has his own show. It was amazing to hear about his journey with dep... Read more
frustrated
Friday, June 22, 2012      10 comments

I am so very frustrated right now i feel like the people that are suppose to be help me don't give a crap. I am tired of being bounced back and forth like a ball. How hard is it for people to do their jobs and help me. Don't they see that i need... Read more
caotic thoughts
Monday, June 18, 2012      3 comments

Sitting here in bondage with my negative thoughts. Memories flowing in like snap shots. Wanting them to evaporate. Instead they come in the flooded gate. When will the thoughts end and start to transcend My negative thoughts ar... Read more
untitled
Thursday, June 14, 2012      5 comments

I take a deep breath and listen Clearly All i hear is the sound of fear why am I so scared i don't know Life is just like a show It can have a happy or sad ending But for me i just try mending Thinking of the next step to take ... Read more
I remember
Tuesday, June 12, 2012      5 comments

I remeber that you were never there for me. I remember how bad you treated me. I remmeber the emptyness that I feel. I remember all the bad things you said. I remeber how you treated me different from everyone else. I remeber being all... Read more
today
Thursday, June 07, 2012      6 comments

I feel so hopless right now. No matter what i do to get help for myself no one is listening to me.Doesn't anyone get how crappy i feel? doesn't anyone care? I am really struggling and i need help. What do i hve to do in order fro someone to pay ... Read more
wednesday may 23rd
Wednesday, May 23, 2012      4 comments

I am feeling really discouraged and depresed today. No matter what i do it doesn't seem to be good enough. I just want to be acknowledge and appreciated. i just want to be loved and accepted. I feel so alone. I thought maybe if i started to lsoe... Read more
Monday may 21st 2012
Monday, May 21, 2012      3 comments

Last week was a rough week fro me. I was feeling very depressed and unmotivated. Some how i managed to lose 3 pounds which is good. That is the only good thing that happened to me. This weight loss journey that i am on is a very hard one. I am d... Read more
May 14 2012
Monday, May 14, 2012      3 comments

Good morning everyone I woke up today feel very low. I am not sure what is wrong with me i hd a good day yesterday with my family but for some reason today i am feeling very low and depressed. I am worried wether or not i will be able to reach m... Read more

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