SUNQWEEN21's Blogs

Sunday, May 09, 2010      0 comments

I feel so disgusting its not even funny. For the last few days, anytime I eat anything I feel so bloated. I look like I'm 7 months pregnant. But I'm not. I'm fat. And when I feel bloated on top of it, it looks worse and it makes me feel worse. A... Read more
wondering what my body looks like....
Tuesday, May 04, 2010      2 comments

We've all done it. Its probably one of the things that prompted us to join SparkPeople in the first place. You stand in front of the mirror and tear your body apart scrutinizing every little part. I will admit I'm guilty of this. But curren... Read more
Tuesday, April 27, 2010      0 comments

So, my weight stayed exactly the same this week. Which, I'll take it as a good thing. I won't have time to do 30DS this evening because of a bunch of stuff I need to get done for camping this weekend but I did get a 45 minute walk in this mornin... Read more
Sunday, April 25, 2010      0 comments

Hey everyone, Thanks for letting me vent yesterday. If you read yesterday's blog, you know I wasn't in a very good place. However, today I am in a much better one. I tracked everything and so far I'm within my calories for the day (need to ... Read more
If only... The truth is...
Saturday, April 24, 2010      0 comments

This is me venting. Nothing more. If only I could feel happy. If only it was easy. If only I lived somewhere warm all year round. If only I could get pregnant. If only I felt beautiful. If only I liked looking myself in th... Read more
Monday, April 19, 2010      1 comments

So, our company left yesterday. We had a great time visiting. I had a huge long to-do list of stuff and only got one thing done. It was a huge project though. I cleaned off the deck, scrubbed it, and sealed it. I'll be tackling the rest of my to... Read more
Friday, April 16, 2010      2 comments

Hey everyone. So I haven't written a blog in a while. My crazy work and school schedule is to blame. I definately want to get back on track with everything, especially since I keep seeing a loss. Just over 4 pounds to lose and I can get some NEW... Read more
Lost my Spark.
Thursday, April 01, 2010      4 comments

So, not even two weeks in, I lost my spark. I had been doing really well about tracking my food and exercise, and staying within my calories etc. Today? I lost it. I think mostly do to not planning well. Tomorrow? I'll plan better. and I'll hav... Read more