STDAST69's Blogs

Working out and pushing through
Monday, July 18, 2011      1 comments

I'm having a heck of a time with my left lower leg. I can't figure out what's wrong. It's not a sprained ankle. It feels like shin splints but it's on the side of the leg not the front where the actual shin is. Anyway, I continue to work through... Read more
Q: What's the best feeling when you are losing weight?
Sunday, July 17, 2011      2 comments

A: Trying on an old pair of jeans and realizing they fit! It's like a have a whole new (old) wardrobe with 5 new pairs of jeans/pants and a few more shirts. I've noticed that most of the weight I'm losing is in my legs so I need to start f... Read more
Training for a 5K
Tuesday, July 12, 2011      1 comments

I've always wanted to add 5K to my things to do before I... List but I've always been too scared because I never thought I could actually do it. I'm really psyched to try and accomplish this. I am not a big fan of running but I really think that... Read more
25 down, 75 to go
Sunday, July 10, 2011      1 comments

Not bad, I'm a quarter of the way there. As I lay in bed the other night I thought out loud to my husband how I've actually lost more pounds that what our 2 year old daughter weighs. I've lost a whole 2 year old!! That's simply amazing to me. I'... Read more
My poor husband
Sunday, July 03, 2011      0 comments

Being on a diet, exercising everyday, and getting less sleep is a recipe for a monsoon aimed right at my husband. Luckily, he is very supportive and loving, otherwise I'd be out of luck. I can be very stubborn, but in the end it all turns out go... Read more
Turning misery into a workout
Saturday, July 02, 2011      1 comments

I have really had a very difficult week emotionally. In some ways I was able to really speak about things that have never been said, which is helping me to heal. In other ways, I think I've lost several people because I finally stood up for myse... Read more
One day at a time...
Tuesday, June 28, 2011      2 comments

It is SO frustrating thinking about this day to day. Not that I want to wish away my life, but sometimes I think of how great it would be to be about 3 months into this journey. One day at a time. One day at a time. I go back to school in August... Read more
Confronting personal demons...
Thursday, June 23, 2011      2 comments

This journey is taking me through an emotional roller coaster. I'm sure that in order to get better, to overcome a lifelong eating disorder and bad habits it will take confronting those demons to get better. Most importantly I have to remember t... Read more
Support System...
Tuesday, June 21, 2011      1 comments

I think that sometimes it can be difficult to be in your support system for losing weight because they harbor ill feelings of jealousy? Anyone else think this? It's hard to get motivated and I'm not saying I need constant attention, just a remin... Read more