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"Forced Fasting"...of sorts; and lost my voice
Tuesday, September 28, 2010      1 comments

Got a cold this past Wednesday. Ate that day, but since then I've barely had a bite of anything, all because I simply don't like to plug myself up with food when I'm sick, plus it seems to always make me get sicker when I do eat. I wanted to get... Read more
One more hour, one more hour...
Friday, July 09, 2010      3 comments

Not probably what one would think... The "one more hr, one more hr" relates to one more hour till I can go pick up my paycheck. I simply can't wait! I have worked sooo hard for the past 3 weeks! (Two weeks for this paycheck, 1 week for the... Read more
Saturday, October 17, 2009      14 comments

Have been going through HELL for the longest, longest, LONGEST time. For almost 2 entire years now. Have been living in hideous survival financial ruin mode for just about 2 yrs now. It has RUINED my ability to function normally. I have simply N... Read more
In limbo
Saturday, February 14, 2009      1 comments

I'm just in limbo, living in limbo, "trying" to get things together. My place is still a mess, a disaster, I'm (Thank God!!!!) working 2 jobs. Still not enough to pay all bills just yet but I'm at least I'm no longer needing to seriously conside... Read more
Love, Love, LOVE my 2nd job!
Saturday, January 17, 2009      1 comments

Just don't know what else to say--I love it so much. emoticon Back off the holiday hiatus & I'm definitely st... Read more
Things have been okay for the past week or so
Sunday, December 14, 2008      1 comments

Sorry about that... I've needed to write another blog entry here in order to offset my last dire one. Just been too busy to get to it, plus I didn't know what to use for a "subject title" of the blog. (Talk about being nutso or whatever!) I just... Read more
I've been so scared...
Friday, December 05, 2008      1 comments

OMG I've been so scared. First I started to get sick--a cold. But every cold I've had for yrs on end now has seemed to be *beyond horrible*--lasting for well over a 10 days, 2 weeks etc. Plus if not that, they go directly into my chest & lungs &... Read more
Falling Apart
Friday, November 28, 2008      3 comments

I feel like I'm falling apart, breaking open in a million little pieces & can't pick the pieces up off the floor. I'm too overwhelmed... I could point to a thousand and one things: my room's a DISASTER after I had someone stay here & help w... Read more
Well geez... (a miracle)
Monday, November 24, 2008      1 comments

So after my huge rant yesterday, the "come down on myself hard about the job thing," I get a call today entirely out-of-the-blue asking if I can perhaps come in later today to fill-in for someone who can't make it. Wow! Talk about miracles... No... Read more
Aw jeez...
Sunday, November 23, 2008      1 comments

Can't believe I didn't check my email from 2 days ago. I could have WORKED yesterday!! GDIT! I sooooooo needed the extra day of work. My 2nd job is in hiatus for this coming week for the holiday, & then it will be in hiatus for 2 more weeks over... Read more
Supremely Grateful, In Awe, Astounded, Surreal...
Wednesday, November 12, 2008      4 comments

I have managed to get a 2nd job right now! emoticon It is from God, the Universe, My Angels, my Mother and my Fath... Read more
Got to get another job, got to get another job, got to get another job...
Thursday, October 30, 2008      3 comments

Damn!! Why oh why or WHY am I STILL not making enough money to support myself???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!! How can this possibly f'king be???????!!!!!!!! I worked my a*ss off going to massage school to get certified, licensed, then worked like h*ll t... Read more
My mother has passed away (sob)
Saturday, September 27, 2008      1 comments

Just writing out the title above to this blog tears me apart. I last blogged August 5th, my mother passed away August 10th. (Two months shy of her 94th birthday.) Through the grace of GOD I was able to be there with her, not only at the very en... Read more
Showering My Mother with LIGHT & LOVE
Tuesday, August 05, 2008      3 comments

My mother's in the hospital again via ambulance, (for the trilllionth, zillionth time in the world), but I don't believe she's going to make it, pull through this time. She's totally jaundiced, yellow eyes and everything according to my sister a... Read more
So totally confused...constant Miracles now??
Friday, August 01, 2008      3 comments

I've been in such hell, such torturous mental & financial pain for so long. I just don't understand how things can turn so quickly, so much "on a dime." On Monday I'd given up, I was going to be homeless and that was that. I was looking in the p... Read more

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