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summer motivational skirt!
Friday, January 21, 2011      12 comments

So I bought a skirt, size 12 that I kinda fit in but its high on my waist and short on my butt. The print is more summery so its my $4 summer motivational skirt. ... Read more
Friday, January 21, 2011      10 comments

I am getting (drumroll pleeeeeeeeeeeease)......... A GYM MEMBERSHIP! My intense workout friend goes to a new gym (not the one where I fell off the equipment hahaha) and it is 5 minutes from my apartment! They have aerobics classes && ... Read more
stress; my evil shadow.
Thursday, January 20, 2011      9 comments

o my wonderful body, how I love thee. why dont thee love me? thank youuu, STRESS. Stress is my evil shadow always following me and lurking behind every corner waiting to attack! My Dr. tells me I need to learn how to handle stress be... Read more
Wednesday, January 19, 2011      14 comments

So my 'bump' was a sweat gland gone wild. With infection. Staph infection. Let me just tell you, I am SO glad its (pretty much) over. I have a small one still but it was too close to a nerve for the Dr to cut & drain (sorry for the menta... Read more
LIFE; not the cereal.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011      8 comments

Life is a gift. Sometimes we forget when we get all swept up in our lives. I know I do. I tend to live in the future when I am fit, healthy and happy and never fully live out the day that I am in. But last night when I read a Sparkfriend was fe... Read more
pamper & pride
Tuesday, January 18, 2011      17 comments

I have been hoping magically ths weight falls off just because I wish it to. HA! what a load of crap. I have a plan of action && I am ready! But to the main point of this blog, I am taking pride in myself again. Winter rolls in and I hide i... Read more
this is my body && i want it back!
Tuesday, January 18, 2011      7 comments

who is this girl?? Thats me :( the expanded version. I want my body back; ... Read more
oh cool body, just throw an ailment at me.
Monday, January 17, 2011      15 comments

So it is basically an infected abscess under my arm. Cool. I know it could be so much worse but okay I cant shave my armpits I cant put on deodorant I cant move my arm without pain Either it pops on its own or I have to have the dr us... Read more
oh please dont go somewhere I dont want you to be
Sunday, January 16, 2011      9 comments

That is what I kept telling my stomach last night while cuddling on the couch watching tv with date boy. We had fun at the bonfire but got cold and wanted to heat up my hot chocolate so we went inside, found comfort on the couch and vegged. ... Read more
inner battle.
Saturday, January 15, 2011      11 comments

I have to admit things to myself that I would rather not; I am afraid of failure and as afraid of success. I am at a loss for words on how to attack this inner-battle. Help?!... Read more
Friday, January 14, 2011      11 comments

Those who say, "This time I will succeed!" do succeed. Thomas Edison failed over 10,000 when trying to create the lightbulb. One of the things he said regarding his efforts was, "I had to succeed because I was running out of ways to fai... Read more
Thursday, January 13, 2011      39 comments

WARNING: THIS BLOG HAS A LOT OF PICTURES OF FOOD. DO NOT READ IF HUNGRY. THIS WILL MAKE YOU STARVING ;) It takes 21 times doing something before it becomes a habit. 21 weekdays (of clean eating) puts me at February 9th, which is 2 day... Read more
I just need to write some things down.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011      16 comments

This is mostly a random blog because I feel so much better when I write things out. My mom and I had a fight/conversation about Eating-Clean. She has an issue where she is so protective and doesnt want me to fail that she doesnt let me even try.... Read more
negativity vs positivity
Wednesday, January 12, 2011      15 comments

Don’t tell me what you CAN”T do, show me what you CAN do. I can run half a mile straight through. I can finish a mile in 13 minutes. I can Spark! I can dance in 5” high heels. I can get free drinks at a bar. I can lift 5 lb weight... Read more
tuesday; which means my date with the scale
Tuesday, January 11, 2011      15 comments

So I cheated and weighed myself yesterday too because I wanted to see the damage I had done over the weekend. Monday: 174.2 Tuesday: 174.6 So I did not lose any weight this week because I gained it back. But oh well it was a whole .... Read more

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