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our first counseling session
Friday, April 11, 2014      16 comments

Mike and I met with the Pastor at our church last night for some counseling and I am glad to report that it went VERY well. We explained how communication seems to be an issue and he was able to immediately identify the feelings we both have and... Read more
Thursday, April 10, 2014      6 comments

today, I have a lot of anxiety and just need to vent I love Mike but he has some quirks, as we all do. Some of them drive me ABSOLUTELY crazy. He is stubborn and a procrastinator which is a weird mixture. He doesnt tend to follow through, a... Read more
Tuesday, April 08, 2014      11 comments

Today I woke up and just felt different. I feel strong and I feel aware of who I am, what I want and what I am capable of. I am refusing to ever let something control me- I am in control. I will never stress myself out over what I am eating, if ... Read more
I feel pretty, oh so pretty
Monday, April 07, 2014      7 comments

for the past few months I was in a horrible cycle of beating myself up. I didnt want to go places because I didnt have something flattering and just felt awful about how I looked. I would stare in the mirror and could actually see my heart break... Read more
pretty & pampered
Saturday, April 05, 2014      10 comments

I am so glad I got my hair done today! She took extra time massaging my hair and pampering me. It was so relaxing and wonderful. I wasn't sure what to do with my hair, so I let my stylist decide & I am in love with the final style! Ignore the fa... Read more
a link I wanted to share!
Saturday, April 05, 2014      3 comments

member-when-everything.html?m=1 I always like to share good blogs when I find them. This was given to me by a friend and I found it very comforting and helpful du... Read more
Friday, April 04, 2014      8 comments

I am so thankful for all the support from my amazing sparkfriends, friends and family. YOU ALL are the only reason I am not laying in bed in the fetal position crying. Not that I dont want to be laying in the fetal position, but I am upright and... Read more
the longest blog I will ever blog.
Thursday, April 03, 2014      15 comments

Rewind to November of 2012. I had just gotten engaged, was working part-time running my own salon in an assisted living facility and still living with my parents making my 7-month long-distance relationship work. Mike really wanted me to move in... Read more
there won't be a wedding on April 26th
Wednesday, April 02, 2014      19 comments

Mike and I talked, and there wont be a wedding on April 26th. We have things to work on in our relationship and although it hurts I know its the right thing to do. I am not moving out and I am staying so that we can seek counseling and continue ... Read more
coming home
Tuesday, April 01, 2014      12 comments

"Coming Home" It's a four letter word A place you go to heal your hurt It's an altar, it's a shelter One place you're always welcome A pink flamingo, double wide One bedroom in a high rise A mansion on a hill Where ... Read more
bachelorette party!
Monday, March 31, 2014      8 comments

So this past weekend was my bachelorette party! On Saturday my amazing friends took me to Atlantic City and we went to Margaritaville! It was so much fun! my sis... Read more
sharing a blog I enjoyed!
Friday, March 28, 2014      3 comments
aten-true-digestive-healing.html I found this to be a good read, and think YOU should read it too!... Read more
I have no idea what to title this blog.
Thursday, March 27, 2014      10 comments

I am so tired of the ridiculous expectations that I feel I not only put on myself, but continually put on myself because of the comments and suggestions of others. do you ever feel that way too? I am so tired of being told WHAT I need to do... Read more
nutrition reports
Wednesday, March 26, 2014      4 comments

okay, so now that I am tracking again, I am noticing that: I am within my calories and protein above on fat below on carbs really not sure what to do about this information other than go hmmm....... Read more
arghhh (no, I am not a pirate)
Tuesday, March 25, 2014      10 comments

I hate my hormones. I absolutely hate them. I am ridiculously out of whack and tired and cranky and fatigued. I feel shaky and weak and just want to cry, sleep, scream or pass out. I am in a horrible mood. I just want to crawl into a hole and st... Read more

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