why do i do this????
Wednesday, April 27, 2011      5 comments

Why do I do this to myself? I lost 7 pounds last week and was only 7 pounds away from onederland. Now I binge, have gained back 3! I know What I need to do but I don't do it! I should be having a good day! I am signed up to get my personal train... Read more
My next goal
Thursday, December 16, 2010      7 comments

So I have been doing some figuring. When watching the Biggest Loser the other night I was curious what my % of weight loss was compared to the contestants. 35%. Well I would like to get to 50% so I can say that I got rid of half of me. That mean... Read more
Do you ever feel like quiting?
Thursday, November 18, 2010      12 comments

I am having a really bad day! I have been crying since last night. I just am so tired of trying and then screwing it up. It is so not as easy as it was in the begining! It just takes one thing and bam I am knocked off my rocker. I hear these com... Read more
Starting over
Monday, November 15, 2010      2 comments

So today is the day. I haven't failed, but I haven't reached my goal either. I do not have control of myself. I just let whatever is in front of me go in my mouth. So today I am starting over. I am commiting to tracking EVERYTHING that goes in, ... Read more
I have hit the ultimate Plateu!!!!!
Thursday, September 09, 2010      5 comments

I am so stuck!! I am paying attention to my calories, which are probably closer to 2000 a day, I am getting my exercise and I am not losing any weight!! GRRR This is the longest plateu I have ever hit, 3 months now!! Come on what do I need... Read more
I am struggeling!!
Tuesday, August 10, 2010      26 comments

I am Struggeling, really struggeling. I am eating everything in sight. I am gaining. I can't get myself undercontrol. I am just emotional binging and binging. Nothing is releiving that feeling. Even the binge's aren't making it go away. I think ... Read more
Would you do it????
Wednesday, August 04, 2010      19 comments

Well part of my August Challenge is to blog weekly. This is going to be a challege for me. But I can do it. I wanted to blog anyway. This week I was Motivational Team Member of the Week for 20 something with 100+ pounds to lose team, then ... Read more
Lost control, again
Thursday, July 15, 2010      10 comments

I am having a lot of troubles these last 2 months! It's like I hit a big goal and I just stopped. I am not gaining, I am maitaining, but I am not losing. My diet is crap!! I still am exercising but I feel like I am back to the begining when I fe... Read more
What am I doing???
Thursday, June 03, 2010      5 comments

So in April I made it to 100 pounds lost and since then I have just slacked off. By no means am I even close to being done. But my eating habbits are creaping back up again, I control myself for this meal but the next one I get way out of contro... Read more
Utter amazement
Monday, May 17, 2010      4 comments

Just sitting at my desk waiting for a web confrence to start so I thought I would blog. I was thinking this morning aobut my upcoming 5K. Who would have ever thought that I would actually make it?? But here I am training and almost ready! N... Read more
What have you done today?
Wednesday, April 14, 2010      5 comments

What have you done today to make yourself proud?? Well yesterday I ran/walk 4 miles. I was supposed to walk 2 miles run 1 and then fast walk 2. But I get a little impatient walking, so after mile one I ran the next mile. Then walked a hal... Read more
I lost 100 pounds!!!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010      25 comments

I have just weighed in today because I am a compulsive weigher, I know shame on me!! But I have officially lost...drumroll please, 100 POUNDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't stop crying! When I started this Journey in January of 2008, I of ... Read more
What have you done today to make yourself proud??
Tuesday, April 13, 2010      2 comments

One of the teams I am on has this as a thread. I think it is a wonderful idea. I know I like many others tend to focus on the negative and what we could do better. But I am going to make a daily blog entry, at least Monday through Friday about ... Read more
So Nervous!!
Monday, April 12, 2010      4 comments

I am signed up to run a 5k on June 5. I am so afraid that I won't be able to run the whole thing. Right now I can barely run 2 miles and I have to be in the right frame of mind to do it. How will I make it to 3.12 miles???? I found an 8 week hal... Read more
I have been teary all weekend!!!
Monday, March 29, 2010      6 comments

So I am almost to 100 pounds lost. I have 4 pounds to go!!! I never ever thought I would actually make it here! I now know that I CAN DO THIS. And I know that my success doesn't stop here. This is now my lifestyle, this is my everyday doings. I ... Read more

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