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Jumping to conclusions
Wednesday, March 31, 2010      1 comments

I am a chronic jump to conclusions type. For example, if you have not texted me after I have texted you, I immediately jump up and think that I have offended. Then I will take a step further to say that since I have offended, I must no longer... Read more
No more lies
Tuesday, March 30, 2010      1 comments

I am dating. It is not going as well as I thought. I have an issue with today's opposite sex. The whole purpose of dating, I thought, was to get to know a person from the inside out. In that definition I do not see where it says my clothes h... Read more
Fake friends
Tuesday, March 30, 2010      0 comments

I no longer want to be a fake friend. I do not believe in maintaining a friendship that hurts. If a person is doing something, saying something, or being something that doesn't fit with my agenda, that person would understand if I am not okay ... Read more
My weight journey
Sunday, August 23, 2009      0 comments

I have never been so disappointed in myself in all my life. I have professed my love to someone who does not deserve it. I have placed things in my mouth that do not resemble real food. I have been up and down on the scale. I even watch my k... Read more
I am in Love! Again!!
Friday, July 31, 2009      0 comments

Not with food, for once. It is a man from my past who I never got to say goodbye to 20 years ago. I remember having conversations with him and one kiss, but nothing more. I kept thinking to myself he is too old for me and no one would approv... Read more
My weight battle...
Monday, July 20, 2009      2 comments

Is at a total standstill! I can come up with all sorts of great ideas on how to lose weight for myself. But don't ask me when I will implement!! For example, Sunday, Tuesday Thursday, I would walk and do yoga. Monday, Wednesday, Friday I wou... Read more
I am so tired!
Monday, July 06, 2009      0 comments

Please forgive my extended absence. My birthday is 7/7 and I am still looking the same way I did after my divorce. Unhappy. I will be 34 and am no closer to where I should be. I have actually taken some steps back. I want to do better but t... Read more
I am going out!
Wednesday, June 24, 2009      1 comments

I have not been on the Wii in about a month. I have no desire to get on that stupid balance board. I have been enjoying going out to the gym or outside for a walk. I have skipped on that too the past couple of days because I am slowly running ... Read more
My weight really scares me!!
Friday, April 17, 2009      1 comments

I have been dealing with my Wii Fit program as if it is a tablespoon of medicine. I take it, knowing that I need it. I have only recently begun to actually like it because I am able to do more of the activities a little more easily. I still ca... Read more
I'm in love
Wednesday, April 08, 2009      1 comments

I probably shouldn't say something like that, since the person I am in love with was someone who I dated exactly 20 years ago. He looks and sounds the same. He is in fact 3000+ miles away. He is not shy about flying to visit a friend. I hope ... Read more
My AHA Day!
Sunday, March 15, 2009      0 comments

I have had a major setback. I remember being 15 pounds away from under 200 mark. Now I have to lose 47 pounds all over again to get there. After looking at my calorie intake today, I have a whole lot of habits to break besides smoking. I tri... Read more

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