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Do you wanna know how I know you're gay??
Thursday, August 21, 2008      1 comments

I thought I would get your attention with that opener. actually that is one of my favorite sequences in 40 year old virgin but the other day I went to see mamma mia with my partner, a neice and two nephews. I was surprised that in the theater ... Read more
She was with me
Tuesday, November 06, 2007      0 comments

Today I could feel God with me. This is a sensation that I had been longing for since starting my 12 step work 2+ years ago and inexplicably she was with me today. this morning right in the center of my chest, right beside me. This was difficult... Read more
Life changing couple of months
Sunday, November 04, 2007      4 comments

Since Pam's heart attack I have decided that I can't possibly be a nurse for the rest of my working life. Especially not in the ICU. The hospital that I work at has a nationally recognized clinical pastoral program.....where people go to become... Read more
I lost my nerve for a minute but I found it again.
Saturday, September 08, 2007      1 comments

The food is going better the last couple of days. I make meals ahead of time and freeze them to take to work. The meals have a pretty consistent nutritional profile and are delicious so it is pretty simple when I am working to be free from comp... Read more
The food has been tough today but tomorrow is new.
Thursday, September 06, 2007      2 comments

Pam is home from the hospital. I brought her home yesterday and today has been an emotional day. Pam doesn't cry.....ever, unless she is talking about the deaths of her brother, sister in law, nephew and neice. She was crying today though. I... Read more
you know yr getting older when yr wife has a heart attack.
Monday, September 03, 2007      3 comments

Saturday Pam and I were thinking about going up into the uinta mountains for swiss days in midway. if we had done that, we would have been a half an hour away from any emergency medical facilities and the Paramedics would have taken much longer... Read more
I'm realizing I have a serious problem here. HELP!!
Tuesday, August 21, 2007      3 comments

I was in a car accident 4 years ago. I was rear ended HARD by a truck. the car was totaled. Looking at it, I felt (and I am) lucky to be alive. My drivers seat broke, fell backwards and twisted but I thought I was fine. My hip started hurting wi... Read more
Night shifts suck but there is not an easy job in nursing.
Sunday, August 19, 2007      1 comments

I am an experienced and skilled nurse. I have been thinking about changing jobs because I hate night shifts and the ICU does not really fire my rockets, although I have found the way to work night shift and not gain the traditional 10 lbs a yea... Read more
The cute lesbian couple at the OA retreat :-}
Monday, August 13, 2007      1 comments

Pam went with me to an OA retreat this weekend. What a loving gesture. I was loathe to leave her for the weekend and feeling very committed to going for myself but not wanting to have a nice vacation while she toiled away in SLC, so I invited he... Read more
Hey guys It's a new week, a fresh start so lets ROCK!!!!
Monday, August 06, 2007      2 comments

Hey who's with me? I'm getting up before my night shift, going to go to the park....the one with the awesome gigantic willow tree and walk for 20 minutes. Who's walking with me today??... Read more
"Super Christian" nurse at work asks about my husband LOL
Monday, August 06, 2007      3 comments

I like DeEtta, I do. And I like Jesus also. He is everywhere in America. The Jesus I know and love never said a word about me being wrong or bad because I am Gay. The Jesus I know and love would have graciously accepted my offer "come on over t... Read more
My plan for keeping momentum this week
Sunday, August 05, 2007      1 comments

Plan of action for this week: -Journal every single day. -meditate when waking up each day.. -track my food daily -call to an OA friend daily -pray for help with absintnence from compulsive eating daily -financial record maintenance ... Read more
Step 6: why it is hard to part with my defects
Thursday, August 02, 2007      0 comments

So,Why is it so hard to be entirely ready to part with my defects? It feels a litttle hard to give up my defect of self hatred because when I am beating myself up, punishing myself, marinating myself in shame and making stuff up in my... Read more
Found a wedding dress for my daughter today!!
Monday, July 30, 2007      1 comments

Today I felt good and I could actually feel that I am lighter. After attending an OA meeting, My daughter and I went all around SLC looking for a wedding dress and we found THE perfect one the one you are looking at right now. It was so excitin... Read more
Step six: Entirely ready?weekly action plan
Sunday, July 29, 2007      0 comments

Working on step six this week. That will be private but here is my action plan for the week. -Daily devotional, with a chant or song, a reading from one of the daily meditations and a step 1, 2 and 3 prayer. -Write daily from OA work book on... Read more

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