Quick thought
Tuesday, November 26, 2013      2 comments

Random thoughts... Putting myself first proved to be the hardest thing I've done in my life thus far. I realized that I thought something was wrong with my being happy, like I'm not worthy of it. While other's are preparing their N... Read more
Tired of beating myself up
Thursday, March 28, 2013      1 comments

Here lately...and I'm sure this isn't recent but I've been beating myself up. Feeling bad about the way I've been eating (very poorly) and the list goes on and on. I feel like I'm at a wall, literally, how do I get past it? What do I do? Other t... Read more
5 weeks to go........!
Monday, July 09, 2012      4 comments

I have approximately 5 weeks before I give birth to my second child! The excitement continues to build. I'm hoping my body will physically feel less stress b/c this pregnancy has been very uncomfortable. I continue to hear people say the u... Read more
Red Flags!
Thursday, May 31, 2012      1 comments

I need to vent. I feel like life is trying his hardest to knock me down and tie me up. Unfortunately, with the way I feel, I would gladly give up but my daughter's "credo" if you will keeps coming to mind " We don't give up and we do... Read more
285.6 lbs/1.6lbs gained/28 wks pregnant
Tuesday, May 29, 2012      2 comments

Today I had another "Aha" moment. My lunchtime aerobic instructor has changed =( Disappointed is the only word to describe how I felt. The NEW INSTUCTOR is out of her mind. She incorporates pilates and aerobic training and my body was d... Read more
286lbs/27 wks pregnant/2lbs gained
Tuesday, May 22, 2012      1 comments

So now I'm down to 2lbs gained since finding out I was pregnant in December (very exciting). When I tell people this they immediately become worried and respond with "why are you trying to lose weight" but the truth his I'M NOT...well...I don... Read more
287lbs/26 wks pregnant/3lbs gained
Tuesday, May 15, 2012      3 comments

Last week I helped my daughter with a homework assignment that asked her to draw a picture of how she felt on a rainy day. She drew a picture of a happy sun surrounded by warm rain. I asked her why she drew a picture of the sun and she responded... Read more
Just a thought
Tuesday, May 08, 2012      2 comments

Here lately I've had a "woe is me" attitude. Enough is enough, seriously. Feeling sorry for oneself is stressful and tiring and depressing and uncalled for. All I can do is my best! I will do my best, I will try etch and every day to do be... Read more
I'm back, 20 weeks pregnant and all
Monday, April 02, 2012      1 comments

Since finding out I was pregnant I laid off SP for a few months....since December I think?? I found out I had a bit of bleeding in my uterus and had to cut back on exercise so I wouldn't encounter a miscarriage. Well, since then, I have se... Read more
Monday, January 16, 2012      4 comments

I have not been on Spark for quite some time...I found out I was pregnant the week of Christmas =) What a gift! I feel disappointed w/my weight. My doctor said I have bleeding in my uterus so I need to be very careful if I want to a... Read more
Award Dress
Wednesday, December 07, 2011      7 comments

230lbs I plan to buy this lovely and expensive dress as soon as I hit 230lbs!!!!! I WANT that dress....now anyway, when I get to 230lbs my wants may change a little... Read more
Ex-tra ordinary (YOU have to be willing to do more)
Wednesday, November 16, 2011      1 comments

Me, my little girl, and her cousin I'm sitting at my desk in the process of starting my morning thinking "uuuuuuh, it's raining outside and I don't feel like being here.... Read more
Really, I am my own worst enemy?
Tuesday, November 15, 2011      2 comments

After a long 3 week hiatus I went to the gym during my lunch break and took the boot camp class. This class was so much easier when I took it for reasons other than my ... Read more
From November To March
Tuesday, November 01, 2011      1 comments

This morning I eagerly chatted with a co-worker about the Marine Marathon that took place in WDC last Sunday, he took part and I was excited for him and the experience. While he did not plan to run he has been preparing for MONTHS to walk i... Read more
AHA Moment!
Wednesday, October 19, 2011      2 comments

This may sound very silly but on my way to work this morning, listening to the radio I experienced an AHA Moment! I was listening to 96.3 WHUR (Howard Unv. Radio) morning inspiration and the host said "YOU are responsible for creating your... Read more

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