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Very upset today
Sunday, February 12, 2017      11 comments

emoticon Very upset today, worked out really hard this week and all I lost was a pound, really? it's so hard to l... Read more
Monday, August 08, 2016      6 comments

Gaining weight is so easy, I guess because you have fun while doing it, but what about the day when you realize none of your clothes can fit you, and you look like someone stuffed you in them, everything looks tight and you look a hot mess. ... Read more
Facing myself
Friday, June 14, 2013      3 comments

I always thought myself far better than an addict... but now I identify with them. Like an addict, we are all addicted to something weather it be life, children, husband, sex, food, clothes, there are just so many things that people are add... Read more
Tuesday, November 13, 2012      3 comments

Hey sparkers, didn't lose any weight this week, in the past I would get depressed and just eat all I want, wait i did (lol) bbbbuut I did not give up like in the past the next day I was eating well , staying within my calorie range ( i think) an... Read more
I am terrified today
Wednesday, March 17, 2010      14 comments

Hi sparkers, I have a confession to make, I have not exercised nor have I stayed within my calorie range since sunday. Today I am up I have not gone into or near my kitchen because I am afraid of what I might eat, it is now minutes after 10... Read more
My sabotager
Thursday, March 04, 2010      10 comments

JUSt read a blog done by MISS TEA. and thought that I would blog about my sabotager too. My husband does not support me, I have been begging him to start living or try along with me for a healthy live style towards food. He buys junk foo... Read more
Disappointed with myself
Thursday, March 04, 2010      10 comments

emoticonI have the blues today, worked out so hard yesterday and for some reason unknown to me, I was eating like ... Read more
My Addiction
Friday, February 12, 2010      15 comments

I joined sp in Oct. 09 and since then I have been learning alot about myself. I was often in denial of what my weakness and fears were because for some reason food could always fix it or put the issue in hiding for a while. I was never abl... Read more
Is this possible
Monday, January 11, 2010      5 comments

Hi guys very worried, my church has an annual shut in fast every year, now during the other years I was never weighed or payed any attention to lbs. lost but this year I was. I went into the shut in from 12midnite friday until 12nn sunday w... Read more
slipped up today
Wednesday, January 06, 2010      2 comments

I slipped up big time today, been snacking like an ass, I am way over my calories after I have been working so hard since monday and even this morning I put in an hour of exercise hard ones too, all that work gone down the drain just because of ... Read more
whats happening
Friday, January 01, 2010      2 comments

Any advice I can't seem to go below 220lbs. I started at 230, went to 228.2 then to 224lbs, 229.6lbs, 225lbs. 224lbs, 223lbs. 224lbs. 222lbs. 221lbs, 224lbs. 223lbs, 222, and I weighed in at 221lbs last week, I hope you see what I am getting at... Read more
Monday, December 28, 2009      4 comments

It's alot of work sticking to my diet and exercise. basically I am a crunch potato so all this activity is not me but I have been at it for a few weeks now. I dragged myself out of bed this morning and did 40mins of cardio. when will it... Read more
Very sad today
Wednesday, December 23, 2009      5 comments

I woke up 5:30am this morning to exercise but I cheated and weighed even through it is not my weigh in day. I knew I shouldn't have done it because I was so disappointed to see that the scale was saying I put 2lbs on. I don't know how that is ... Read more
The enemy is in my house
Tuesday, December 15, 2009      1 comments

I have been restless all day, my enemy has come to sabotage me, It is in a box on the dining table and my eye keeps going over to steer at it. I got up and I took a big bite and a voice in my head keeps saying spite it out but nooo another... Read more
I am back
Monday, December 07, 2009      0 comments

had computer issues. my computer crashed have not been able to get on, I am so glad to be back... Read more

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