Maybe a "new year" isn't so bad
Friday, January 02, 2009      0 comments

Usually I never really set new year’s resolutions. I try to set resolutions whenever I feel the need. And although I am guilty of doing it, I also really try not to be one of those people who say I’ll start my diet on “Monday” or I’ll start be... Read more
New haircut, new year, new attitude???
Wednesday, December 31, 2008      3 comments

I got my haircut yesterday, and it's a BIG change! it's so short! i let go of my security blanket of having long hair, and i feel excellent. I knew i needed a change and maybe this will help in more than one way. i feel new...if that makes se... Read more
I am NOT giving up
Tuesday, December 30, 2008      1 comments

I have started and stopped so many times, but I really have to believe it's possible to lose weight, get in shape and be healthy. I cannot give up, mentally or physically. And although I hope that i don't have to start doing what's right over ... Read more
I hate setting goals....but I understand the need
Monday, November 03, 2008      1 comments

I know that I need to set some serious goals. I’ve been trying to set little goals, which is great. But I haven’t really been serious and I certainly haven’t held myself accountable. My goals are very non-specific, at least to me, so when I d... Read more
Needles and Pills
Tuesday, October 28, 2008      1 comments

Needles and Pills No, not what you are thinking…I’m talking about acupuncture and my magnesium!! Ha ha I started doing acupuncture about a month ago, hoping it might make me feel better all around. I’ve been having lots of tension he... Read more
Normalizing Deviant Behavior
Friday, October 24, 2008      1 comments

Normalizing Deviant Behavior Sounds dramatic, eh? I heard this term in a defensive driving class I took the other day. What it basically means is excusing behavior that is not normal or right, and making it seem like it’s right. And as ... Read more
NOT waiting for New Year's
Monday, October 20, 2008      0 comments

Ah New Year’s…not really one of my favorite holidays. I feel like I’m forced to stay up to watch the clock change. I’ve also never been a big fan of New Year’s Resolutions. I believe that if I want to make a change I should do it whenever I’m... Read more
Food guilt
Wednesday, October 08, 2008      2 comments

I have really got to get over my issue with food. I always feel so guilty whenever I’m eating. Mostly if it’s something “bad” but I still have guilt even it’s a healthier meal. EVERY SINGLE time I eat, I have guilt. That’s way way too much. ... Read more
A Nice Surprise
Tuesday, October 07, 2008      1 comments

I had made a goal of trying to start going to the gym twice a week, then working up from there. Yesterday was not one of my planned days. My lunch plans got cancelled, so I decided to go workout at the last minute. I didn’t even give myself t... Read more
I am my own obstacle
Monday, October 06, 2008      2 comments

Wait....no, no more waiting. I can come up with all kinds of excuses, and some might even be worthy, but that's all they are, excuses. i KNOW when i'm making bad choices, obviously. And i'm not upset with myself as i write this, i think i... Read more
I don't want to give up
Monday, September 29, 2008      2 comments

Honestly, I really don't want to give up. I don't want to get overwhelmed, I don't want to wonder "What's the point?" Which I guess is why I still keep trying, and keep believing in losing weight. Even as much as I sabotage myself, I also try... Read more
Dang...it really is all about ME
Wednesday, July 16, 2008      6 comments

Alright, I've come to a very obvious yet hard to admit conclusion. My weight gain and inability to lose weight is all about me.... I want to lose weight so much, and yet here I am, constantly not working hard enough at it. It's not even ... Read more
Letter to my scale
Tuesday, February 26, 2008      2 comments

Dear Scale, i don't know what i've done to upset you, but i don't appreciate your recent behavior. i thought we were friends? i give and i give, and i check in with you each day, but lately all you do is ignore me. you give me nothing in retu... Read more
I have to be honest
Tuesday, February 19, 2008      1 comments

Well, i had gotten down to 226 and was so excited to change my ticker. then, i crept back up to 230 and have been there for 2 weeks. i didn't want to change my weight on here, i didn't want to change my ticker. but i need this change of l... Read more
it's all about the empowerment
Wednesday, February 13, 2008      1 comments

I figured i need to "blog" more so i can go back when i need to. Right now i'm not doing too bad. My weight is at a standstill, OF COURSE, since i went and set an actual stupid goal!!! so annoyed. i don't know if 200 is possible by July 1, b... Read more

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