1 step forward... 2 steps back...
Tuesday, February 09, 2010      3 comments

I feel like just when Im about to get ahead something happens to set me back ... its agravating and depressing... I have so much I want to do and could do if I was given just a little bit of a break... Im doing the absolute best that I can right... Read more
Finally some exciting news... yay!!! :D
Friday, February 05, 2010      6 comments

I got that job doing the massage therapy!!!! :) so there is alot I need to do this next month to get ready for it... I will be renting a room upstairs at this spiritual bookstore... which is kinda nice because I will be able to do what I want up... Read more
Day 1
Tuesday, January 19, 2010      3 comments

so a friend of mine came over and i already broke my fast... i ate half a sub... ugg... Im not beating myself up too much over it... i tryed to prepare myself for this but i wasnt as prepared as i wanted to be... but thats ok... baby steps my br... Read more
Makin some BIG changes in my life...
Monday, January 18, 2010      5 comments

Been doing alot of thinking and its officially time to "clean house"!!!! Im getting rid of as much as possible... going through stuff and having a big yard sale... kinda like spring cleaning only in the winter... I'm also starting my diet for re... Read more
i had a mental break down last night....
Tuesday, January 05, 2010      9 comments

In some sences it was actually very theraputic... I reached the point where I was like what the *bleep* am I doing with my life?!?... I am going NO WHERE and getting there faster than ever... I was very angry.... with myself... with everyone els... Read more
its that time of year for... STRESS
Saturday, December 19, 2009      2 comments

ugg... well ive been having a time of it this year... for some reason anything and everything in my life goes down the perverbial drain durring the holidays... My car is dead in my driveway... tranny needs to be replaced and the electrical is me... Read more
Sunday, November 22, 2009      6 comments

I have been MIA for like a year now... I have been through alot... some good things, some not so good things... but in EVERYTHING you learn and grow... Change is inevitable... I have definately missed being here... Not only for my health in body... Read more
Ten thoughts to WHOLE living
Thursday, November 20, 2008      5 comments

1. You already possess all you need to stay calm... its just a matter of PRACTICE 2. Food isnt just fuel; it has the power to heal 3. You cant slow the aging process by getting tough on your body... be gentle instead... 4. Breath... Read more
somethings gotta give!!
Saturday, November 08, 2008      2 comments

I've been really struggling with everything recently... I feel so week in just about every aspect of my life... Things haven't been even remotely stable in a long time for me... I used to think of myself as strong and confident... someone who kn... Read more
Sunday, October 26, 2008      2 comments

I havent found my quinnie bird yet... but im still hopeful and desperately looking for her... i've made up fliers and told everyone that i can about it... making phone calls tomorrow since its sunday... I have hope that she will come back to me.... Read more
of course it would be raining....
Saturday, October 25, 2008      2 comments

it never rains in the mornings... she's out there in this... she wasnt in her cage this morning... i was hoping... i had a dream that i'd find her on the side of my house, but i dont know if its one of those thats going to happen kind of things ... Read more
my bird flew away
Friday, October 24, 2008      7 comments

I feel like such an idiot... she doesnt really fly around that much ever... but i always try to get her wings clipped like once every month or so... i brought her to the place i always go and they wouldnt clip her cuz they dont do that on friday... Read more
Good News, Good news :)
Thursday, October 16, 2008      5 comments

Well I havent lost anymore weight yet, but thats coming... My roomates are finally moved out of the house! WooHoo.... I got my house back to myself again and feel like I can now make some much needed changes! I want to FuNg ShUi my house and cle... Read more
Got on the scale yesterday...
Sunday, October 12, 2008      5 comments

and was psyched to see that Ive lost about 10 lbs within the last month... honestly though... I havent really been working on it.... I think its from the fact that I've been stressed out but now that I seam to be making some unaware progress... ... Read more
Im so totally stressed out and dont know what to do...
Monday, October 06, 2008      11 comments

My best friends boyfriend has put me in a really bad position... he has come on to me several times the moment my BF walks away.... I have told him to knock it off, and He just tells me oh im drunk and you know Im not like that and I love her...... Read more

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