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Today is the day AGAIN??
Wednesday, October 20, 2010      0 comments

Well today is October 20, 2010. Hmmm I am starting again. I am not sure I ever quit but since the last blog I think I may have just taken a lapse from the Spark. I still did my calories & logged but just not here. I thought I would find the... Read more
8/23/10 OMG Small Stepper of the Day
Monday, August 23, 2010      3 comments

Wow Thanks everyone. Not sure how this happened, but I am overwhelmed and almost extremely in tears. I have been in a bad way lately, I have almost given up. But not completely. Not yet. I am watching my calories, but not exercising, ... Read more
A Swift Kick - thanks Jenn
Thursday, June 03, 2010      1 comments

“Stop the self deprivation! The pity parties end today! If you're here...if you're reading this...you've taken the first step. So stop feeling sorry for yourself, because...YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!” I think this is a kick in the pants, but I also t... Read more
Telling off skinny guy at the gym
Tuesday, February 16, 2010      7 comments

Told the skinny guy at the gym off this morning. He started in on me - Are you done with that machine yet or your going to hog it all day. I told him to worry about himself. He said hurry up - I told him to worry about himself. Then he said hurr... Read more
1st Sparkversary
Monday, February 15, 2010      4 comments

On my first spark anniversary I have a few things that I need to say. I have not lost the weight that I "assumed" I would nor am I in any way shape or form the skinny person I thought I would be by now. haha But I have little things that ... Read more
I hate skinny people that know everything.....
Tuesday, February 09, 2010      11 comments

Okay this has been bothering me for a while. But last Wednesday I read a blog about what it was like first going to the gym and thinking all eyes are on you and people will make fun of you, etc...... Well guess what it happens to me every w... Read more
Confused on the Consistency Trophy
Friday, February 05, 2010      5 comments

Two days ago SparkPeople gave me a couple trophies. One of them was a trophy for consistency. Okay I was proud. I had a trophy from them. And then bam it hit me a day later, is that trophy really a good thing? I got to thinking (and maybe over t... Read more
Realizing but struggling and doing it one step at a time
Thursday, May 28, 2009      0 comments

I have been heavy all my life and am still struggling as an adult. I have tried to lose weight over the years and have tried most diets, fads, powders, pills, hypnosis, you name it. I could never afford the gastric bypass or the lap band but hav... Read more
100 Days and counting
Monday, March 30, 2009      0 comments

I started at the fitness center in my town back on Nov. 10 approximately 3 months before I started SparkPeople for a little (or a lot) extra help. Anyway the point of this blog. Is today I hit my 100 Days at the fitness center. I feel great abou... Read more
So far so good
Thursday, March 19, 2009      0 comments

Well since I started SparkPeople 6 weeks ago tomorrow. I have learned a lot. I have learned what portion control really means to my diet. How hard I can work out when I want to and I can almost do anything when my mind is put to it. I started sl... Read more