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Thursday, April 27, 2017      3 comments

A series of events has left me in a bit of a nose dive. I am trying to pull back up. I think I have managed to eat all the junk food in sight. Hopefully the house is cleansed with only healthy option around now. Easter is awful with candy. So in... Read more
Pushing Back
Thursday, March 09, 2017      3 comments

After a binge with chocolate and fried food, I am very aware of how quickly old habits will pack the weight on me. I was feeling stressed and comforted myself with food. Then I felt even worse for that! Now I am back on track and killing my card... Read more
Training for that Next PR
Tuesday, February 14, 2017      2 comments

A friend said to me... "Think of a runner and their body, think of a weight lifter and their body, which would you choose?" My reply was, "I want to be thick!" Truth is I am not built to be small or "skinny." Inside of me I have known I was ma... Read more
Missing my Momma
Monday, February 13, 2017      6 comments

Feburary is the hardest month of the year for me. I relive the days I had left with Mom as the cancer took her away. I had me a good cry at the gym. Desperately fighting my urge to want to down a fifth of anything. Something to just numb the pai... Read more
The Gym
Sunday, October 09, 2016      3 comments

It is quiet and peaceful this morning! It is a breath of fresh air. I feel peace and calm, which is overdue! Friday I got myself a 1 month membership to my old gym. There, I stepped up my cardio. I have friends there who have Fitbits and we'd be... Read more
In My Head
Monday, October 03, 2016      3 comments

Lately I have been derailed. I have been strict for so long, the devil on my shoulder has had it's way a few times and the scale is now reporting change.... in the wrong direction. I feel depression creeping in. I miss my Mom tremendously. ... Read more
Stress Sickness
Tuesday, August 23, 2016      6 comments

Last week my Jeep was in the shop. This Jeep has cost me well over $2K in lost wages and repairs. It no wonder I got so sick. I had 3 different things going on but my gutts hurting were most worrisome. It could have been spicy food I ate OR a nu... Read more
Not feeling well
Thursday, August 18, 2016      5 comments

Monday I tweeked my ankle running and it hasn't forgotten. I am losing steps. Today my gutts are not feeling well. My Jeep is in the shop getting her repairs. I hope she behaves for a long time after this so I can make some money. Lord knows she... Read more
My Excuses and Guilt
Friday, August 12, 2016      4 comments

Good morning! The kids just got on the bus and I am going to take a deep breath with this well overdue blog! Stress has been owning me! My Jeep has been messing up and costing me lots of money. Things with my job have been complicated... Read more
Beast Mode On
Tuesday, April 26, 2016      5 comments

Yesterday was bittersweet! Drama raised it's ugly head and I had to make the decision to stop using my trainer. I'm going to lag back for a moment and ... Read more
Dear Promise
Monday, April 25, 2016      7 comments

Dear Promise, Remember when you tried doing Atkins when you were 24 year old? You read the book and were excited because Dr. Atkins said if you eat a certain way, he PROMISED you would lose weight. So you did that. You started seeing result... Read more
Feeling Friday Motivation
Friday, April 22, 2016      3 comments

The plan has been made! I'm going to go pick up my supplements today. This is the beginning of a new era! I have dreamed of being a body builder for years. Imagining the dedication, work and results that come from this lifestyle... but this past... Read more
Catching Up
Tuesday, April 19, 2016      2 comments

Time to catch up! The new gym is great! I've been doing a class there called "Core" it is a 30 minute plank BUSTER! We do other stuff and I've only done 3 classes and I've seen some amazing results! It being a class with a trainer is great... Read more
Happy April!
Wednesday, March 30, 2016      1 comments

Today is the day! I've ate cleaner in the last 90 days than I have in my entire life! I didn't track very well. Some weeks better than others. I've lost 18 pounds in the past 3 months! We'll see what the gym scale says. It's a liar!!! It s... Read more
This One Pound
Thursday, March 24, 2016      4 comments

The Weight Loss Challenge at my gym ends in 7 days! It seems like I have been battling this 1 pound for weeks. I've been under a good amount of stress. The roof situation turned into a mess. I am less than 1 pound away from from being into the 2... Read more

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