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Body Image After Pregnancy
Thursday, November 01, 2012      1 comments

So now I have had my body back for 6 months almost 7 and honestly I just cannot wrap my head around my new body. It feels so foreign, my old clothes do not fit right and my pregnancy clothes are to big. The only thing that reminds me of my old... Read more
I Think I Need A Therapist
Tuesday, August 28, 2012      4 comments

I have been losing weight for as long as I can remember. I will go very good then WHAM... something, anything, always happens and by the time I wake up from my funk, stress case, life, vacation, etc. I am right back where I was or worst. I jus... Read more
Why Positivity is Key...
Sunday, July 15, 2012      6 comments

A few days ago before I just got up and started eating better I was so disgusted with myself AGAIN, and I really wanted to come on SP and write about how bad I was feeling and I guess look for sympathy. But I decided against it and instead I jus... Read more
Summer Blues
Monday, May 14, 2012      2 comments

I promised myself that I would not go down into a slump but I cannot help how I feel. Since having the baby my body feels so foreign. I am fatter, still have some swelling, my clothes don't fit and I have no time for myself, so all the little ... Read more
Just In Time for Summer!!
Monday, April 16, 2012      3 comments

Glad to let everyone know that last week Friday (4/6/12) I had a beautiful baby boy. So now as a first time mom I am really getting a crash course in "butt whopping" by a 7lb little person. LOL. I am so tired some days that I dont know how I a... Read more
What the hell are you doing here if you are Pregnant?
Wednesday, January 11, 2012      6 comments

First and foremost Happy New Year to my SP family! I have really missed you guys (and gals). Yes you heard correctly as to date I am 6mo/2days pregnant. I have gained weight, moved less, slept more, and after panicking about seeing my w... Read more
The Great Power of 2 lbs....
Friday, May 06, 2011      3 comments

So for a while I had hit a huge rut... not caring, not counting calories, eating late, not eating healthy food, etc... and when the scale went up so did my caloric intake and sadness. Well I am here to say that I am back on track and loving... Read more
Broken heart is trying to make me lose focus
Thursday, April 28, 2011      3 comments

It has been a while and I have had such a story that I am not even sure why I am writing this down. But I just have to keep writing in order not to cry. I have been doing so well and logging everything and now.... NOWWWWW.... I am reduced to ... Read more
Moving in Less Than 2 Weeks
Saturday, March 05, 2011      0 comments

I am finally moving back home in less than 2 weeks. I hate moving because you never realize all the stuff you have accumulated, need to change, and need to get rid off until you have to move. The process is crazy. In the mix of everythin... Read more
Monday, February 21, 2011      2 comments

What!?!? .... You might be wondering to yourself.... "what the hell is wrong with this woman?" ARRHHHHHH!!!!! Please excuse the rant but I am so damn mad at "TOM" that I could scream (and I did, like a crazy lady in my car earlier to... Read more
Resisting Temptation Last Nigtht = Happy Scale Number Today
Friday, February 18, 2011      4 comments

So yes.... TOM is around the corner (sorry guys) and I am craving things I not wanted in a long time like oreo cookies and cake frosting (the kind on carrot cake) yea, you heard right.... Last night around 9pm I am tossing and turning, not hung... Read more
Fat Pants Funeral Tonight
Tuesday, February 15, 2011      10 comments

I dont know about you but there are some clothes that no matter what size I am I just cant bring myself to part with. I have two pairs of pants (my favorite jeans, and a black & white work pant). I love these pants so much because when I was a... Read more
Today Misery = Big Dinner Salad
Friday, February 11, 2011      4 comments

Today is not a good day. Had a major blowout with the "boyfriend" (way to many bad words in my head right now about the argument to even begin to get into details) but anyway, so naturally as an emotional eater I wanted donuts, and I was think... Read more
Wednesday, February 02, 2011      6 comments

I consider myself a late bloomer because I feel that even though I am in my mid thirties there are things that I am "getting" now that I feel I should have gotten a long time ago. One of these revelation is love....for myself! Yes, I have ... Read more
No More Hiding... I finally posted pictures....yikes!
Monday, January 31, 2011      3 comments

So I hate pictures. Everyone that knows me, knows this fact. Sometimes the length I would go through to avoid them are just sad. I dont have a Facebook page primarily because of this. How I feel I look is just not the truth and every time I ... Read more

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