MSCTRL's Blogs

Wow, I do believe in good days! I do believe in good days!
Thursday, May 21, 2009      0 comments

I began to believe that waking up and not having pain was about as real as fairies. But it happened today. I don't know if it will ever happen again, but who cares right now. I feel good right now and I'm so excited about it!! I put my armo... Read more
Quit smoking and lower your thyroid production?
Tuesday, May 19, 2009      0 comments

I was reading a blog by a man in the UK. He was interesting to read. Since he was the closest I had to compare to my own chaos. He made a brief comment in the form of a question. He said something about having a theory then asked... did you rece... Read more
Monday, May 11, 2009      0 comments

So I've known I was for years. But no one took it serious, so I didn't either. This winter, my health hit the floor. And so did I. I could barely function. I was so fatigued, so cold and so confused and desperate. I kept thinking it was somethin... Read more
Is it me? Or is size/weight a big focus in general?
Wednesday, March 11, 2009      3 comments

Since I stopped smoking, I've packed on a bit of weight. Okay, honestly I am currently much heavier than I have ever been my entire life! It's over-whelming and sometimes depressing. But since I've put on this weight, (and I've been officiall... Read more
By-pass surgery
Tuesday, March 03, 2009      4 comments

My mom had triple by-pass surgery less than 24 hours ago. I already know I have high cholesterol. Now I'm concerned about her and her recovery as well as my own health. My pop (her husband) never recovered from his by-pass surgery. He had a stro... Read more
Now a non-smoker - but it has a price...
Friday, February 27, 2009      2 comments

I stopped smoking in Dec of 2008. Not too long ago, but long enough that I feel I have succeeded and will continue to be a non-smoker as long as I don't fool myself into thinking "just one won't hurt." It hurt last time. But even though I d... Read more
This doesn't make sense, was this a poll or a test?
Tuesday, January 20, 2009      2 comments

I was disappointed and refused to vote on this poll: Which Fitness Myth Do You Believe? Choices: Lose fat in problem areas with spot training Women who lift weights will bulk up If you can't do a full workout, don't bother Abs... Read more
Friday, January 16, 2009      2 comments

I have a hard time understanding the purpose of creating a blog. Is this for me? Is it for others? Is this available to anyone with an internet connection? Should I keep this basic or share my deepest feelings with... who? Everyone? It make... Read more