Voted Popular Blog Post: View All Popular Posts Letter to my Body..
Thursday, June 06, 2013      362 comments

Dear Body.. First of all I want to thank you body thank you for sticking it out with me.. I know I have done some pretty abusive things to you.. break a arm at 8, and a leg at 13.. baking you in the sun long long hours in my 20s, not f... Read more
I am part of a team...
Tuesday, June 04, 2013      5 comments

As a kid I never played sports or was a part of a school team or community team. I always stayed away because yes of my weight. I was never like any of the other kids I was chubby and let's face it I was always the last to be picked for a kick b... Read more
June Goals..
Sunday, June 02, 2013      2 comments

I know I know Its been a while since I have put in writing my goals. I was thinking that I always say goals to my self but never write them down. and then I thought saying them was only is like wishing.. and that is just want I do not want to do... Read more
May Day May Day..
Wednesday, May 01, 2013      4 comments

.. This is not distress that is for sure.. if anything the opposite.. I have always looked at a new month as a new fresh start and a new beginning, not that I have slacked or anything these past 4 months of the New Year.. but for some reason I a... Read more
Does Tough love work?
Monday, April 29, 2013      6 comments

Recently I have been getting "tough" with my self not the kind of being tough with my self like self deprivation or being really hard on my by saying negative things to my self .. but more like .. Calling attention to order.. I know all to well... Read more
Planning,making a plan having a plan.....
Friday, April 26, 2013      3 comments

One thing I have always knew that when I have a plan or I make a plan I can follow it.. it is when I "wing" it.. is when things go all haywire and any which way they want and sometimes bad choices are made.. I have been a making some bad c... Read more
Fun and games over...
Tuesday, April 02, 2013      5 comments

When I embarked on my journey and knew that I needed to lose weight in order to keep living, it was like something snapped in side me. it was 3 years ago and the switch of "let's get serious Anita" came on... So I buckled down and got down to bu... Read more
What am I avoiding????
Tuesday, March 26, 2013      8 comments

Well one thing I know for sure is in stead of stewing in my own pitty party..and avoiding you all is that I need to reach out.. and just get it out there.. no I am not inviting you all to my pity party but.. I am telling you that I don't want to... Read more
When things Change..
Friday, March 15, 2013      5 comments

One thing I have noticed when you decided to change your life around or work at bettering your self that things change.. and are always changing.. not only has my body chanced in the past 3 years and I am not longer that 330lb depressed, unhappy... Read more
I have been too quiet...
Wednesday, March 13, 2013      5 comments

Yes I know and that is strange for me.. I am always chatting it up.. I have been reading blogs of some sparkers and I realize that Bloging really does help get things out in the open or like I want to say "off my chest' .. I know I don't need to... Read more
Monday, February 25, 2013      10 comments

It seems like this word is popping up a lot for me.. just the other day I saw this quote "Obstacles are things a person sees when he takes his eyes off his goals". This really got me thinking, Have I taken my eyes off my goals? I kno... Read more
25 Things you can do for Lent
Tuesday, February 12, 2013      7 comments

Most of you may of read sparks articial about giving up something for lent. and taking on one thing that is good for you. I also got an email from my church emailed out some ideas for giving up and taking on something good as well for let her... Read more
Really mad at my self right now.....
Friday, February 01, 2013      11 comments

Because I was feeling "sorry for my self" and sorry for my daughter who had to have two of her baby teeth pulled in preparation for her braces next month.. she had asked for Panera for lunch.. I thought ok why not I will get it to go.. I... Read more
January coming to an End..
Thursday, January 31, 2013      6 comments

January for me has always been my "hopeful" month.. my month to make changes and work at being better, I will always remember January of 2010 the year that I was going to do something about my healthy and weigh.. I was determined and ready and w... Read more
Making do with what I got
Tuesday, January 15, 2013      8 comments

...To work with ... so here it is Tuesday and I know I am not going to get to the Y.. Until Thursday night boxing anfd Friday AM swimming .. I have been scheduled to work in the AM everyday this week and of course I could go after work but.. I ... Read more

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