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My thoughts while running...
Tuesday, April 23, 2013      4 comments

I saw an interesting question on spark about thoughts while running, so I began to examine mine. Recently, I have been realizing just how much I criticize myself. I apologize to people constantly, even if I am not at fault. I have done it... Read more
I had a best friend once...for a little while:(
Saturday, March 23, 2013      6 comments

My best BEST friend in the world was always my mom. I didn't really care about or have close friends my own age as my mom and I were inseperable. When she died in 2008, I spent alot of time trying to form attatchments with others. Consequ... Read more
I want to get to the point where I am enough!!!!!
Sunday, March 17, 2013      4 comments

Lately, I have been realizing that I constantly compare my weight/shape against other women. I always have a weight loss "model" in mind when I think about my weight. The women are not actually models, just women I work with or see that I ... Read more
The title of this blog was going to be Back Fat!!!
Tuesday, March 12, 2013      7 comments

I was going to write a post about how even though I lost five pounds I looked in the mirror today and saw some gross back fat. Yuck...two pieces of my back touching together. I paused in front of my mirror disgusted. Then, I heard m... Read more
Please give Me Suggestions PLEASE!
Tuesday, January 22, 2013      7 comments

I weighed myself today and I gained! It was only a few ounces but I watched and exercised all week. How does everyone handle this when it happens to you? I'm not giving up but it is discouraging. Does it matter that I weighed myself... Read more
Pretty down now...
Thursday, January 10, 2013      5 comments

I just tried on my favorite jeans. They don't button anymore. I admit I am upset but hopefully soon I will be well on my way to a smaller pair!... Read more