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There’s no stopping it seems
Tuesday, September 15, 2020      2 comments

If I had one wish right now it would be to have someone hold me accountable when I’m hungry. For some reason I am just not caring so I shrug my shoulders and eat it. This morning was a rice krispy treat. Are you serious? Do you know much sugar i... Read more
Patient is not my middle name
Saturday, September 12, 2020      3 comments

Did I post yesterday about my PET scan? I think I did but there really wasn’t anything to talk about so who knows. The scan took an hour and a half. It went by unbelievably fast. I was shocked when I woke up and they said I could get up & go. S... Read more
Friday, September 11, 2020      2 comments

I woke up at 3:45am. My eyes opened slowly, I looked at the time up on the ceiling and then boom, I'm wide awake. Too much to think about I guess. The PET scan went okay yesterday. Since I fell asleep during the scan the hour went by really... Read more
No carbs for me...cuz the nurse told me so
Wednesday, September 09, 2020      2 comments

I’m having my PET scan tomorrow. Today I have to start the process. Little bit of carbs (what’s a little?) and NO sugar at all (what doesn’t have some kind of sugar in it?)........that tastes good. It’s almost 3pm and I haven’t eaten since ... Read more
2am day before yesterday
Tuesday, September 08, 2020      1 comments

That is when I was writing in my blog. Somewhere around 6am it was gone. It was a good entry. ETA - I think I should try to make this make sense. Yeah, that’s me when I’m tired. I was writing in my blog at 2am the day before. I fell ... Read more
Friday, September 04, 2020      3 comments

I have and am really good at making excuses. But I also didn’t realize I have OCD (according to my dietician) and have to have things a certain way before I can start anything. Let’s take SparkPeople as an example. I signed up before I was... Read more
But my dietician told me so
Tuesday, September 01, 2020      1 comments

I had this VERY long entry about my conversation with my dietician, my guilt of what I eat, her trying to reassure me that the slurpee I had wasn’t as bad as I told myself and I should forgive myself. I LOVE watermelon. I could eat a small... Read more
No, please tell me that didn't happen
Friday, August 28, 2020      1 comments

It sure did. Again! I dosed off for about five minutes tops and when I opened my eyes there before me is not this blog but my journal site. It was on the front page so I wasn't writing anything it was just weird. I was almost done with my b... Read more
The beginning a day later
Tuesday, August 25, 2020      1 comments

I started this blog yesterday, the first day of my decision to change my life. I know I’ve been here about a week now but that was spent reading and learning. I also got myself ready as far as what food I have in the house which was clean and go... Read more
Almost time
Sunday, August 23, 2020      1 comments

I am an anal, organizing, grumpy person if I don’t have a list, can’t start something until it is a Monday, but have to be prepared and if I’m not I have... Read more
It’s all in my mind....I think
Thursday, August 20, 2020      0 comments

Everyday I make the decision that today will be the day I won’t eat food with a bunch of carbs and everyday I eat more carbs then allowed. Let’s talk about “breakfast” today. I woke up at 5am. Got my 1 cup watermelon. 6am rolls around. Hungry. S... Read more
What day is it?
Monday, August 17, 2020      7 comments

I don’t remember the day I signed up here but I’m pretty sure it was about a month ago. My problem? Excuses on why I’m not ready to start. The current excuse is I need to put together my menu for the week with meals that are low carb/low sugar. ... Read more