ITs all just advice
Monday, July 30, 2012      2 comments

Its all just advice. When you are searching for help, makeing a plan gaining ideas, asking opinions...its all just advice. Some advice we ask for, some unsolicited, some given with the best intentions, other not. Its important to remember we are... Read more
Using my tools, made it through
Monday, July 30, 2012      2 comments

I made it! It wasnt pretty, I consumed double my normal cafeinne intake plus 6 liters of water but i made it through Sunday. I used just about every tool I could think of to stay away from the food: -Read my AA book, read a magazine (shape), r... Read more
My love hate relationship with Sunday
Sunday, July 29, 2012      1 comments

I either look forward to or dread Sundays. Since Monday feels like a fresh start its easy to make Sunday my "cheat day." But coming out of a bad month i need to maintain focus on portion and power through at least 2 weeks of clean sane eating be... Read more
Time to myself
Saturday, July 28, 2012      2 comments

So lately, I have been forcing myself to stay in bed til at least 5am (usually up at 4). Next week I will probably be up at 4:30 because I will start my workouts again, but this weeks focus was and is getting my food in control. I have now 5 day... Read more
The purge
Thursday, July 26, 2012      8 comments

Sunday I got rid of my box of binge foods. I had reduced it quite a bit a few months ago but still couldn't let go of the M&m's, reeses and other "good stuff." I knew monday was a new start for me with the food, and I have not been indulging on ... Read more
Day 1 behind me
Tuesday, July 24, 2012      1 comments

I did a whole lot of nothing yesterday, as far as being productive is concerned. My daughter, Maddie, had a little birthday money to spend so wanting to get out of the house for a little bit we went to Walmart and target to spend it. Being 3 she... Read more
The darkness
Monday, July 23, 2012      1 comments

I was in the dark. The draw of the dark is deceptive: quiet, private, intimate, comforting. But once you are in the dark you feel trapped, isolated and strangely out of control with out the light to guide you past obstacles in your path. You bum... Read more
The actual meaning of RSVP
Saturday, July 21, 2012      2 comments

We are having a very small party for my daughter today. She turned 3 while we were in Cape cod so we are having a small party for famly and friends here. I sent out maybe 10 invitations, so its a pretty select crowd (usually i would invite evryo... Read more
Friday, July 20, 2012      1 comments

My youngest turned 3 while we were on bacation and we are having a small famly party for her this Saturday, but with me when it comes to parties I dont really do small. Im not renting a bouncy house or anything but the cleaning that needs to be ... Read more
to do to do
Sunday, July 15, 2012      1 comments

Do you ever feel crazy busy but then feel like you never really get anything important accomplished?? That pretty much sums up my weekend. I have loads of stuff I need to get done, tons I want to do and yet im pretty sure I will do nothing and e... Read more
New Plan, gonna show off my muscle (soon)
Friday, July 13, 2012      1 comments

SO my session with the personal trainer was wonderful. Although it was only a free 30 min session she gave me a lot of great exercises to do at home! First I am using too heavy weights! I thought I was a beast, but when I lift (since I dont have... Read more
BAck on Track!
Thursday, July 12, 2012      3 comments

We are home safe and sound! The house has been restocked with healthy food and I spent a good portion of my time last night cutting veges and making lunch for the husband for today. We are, as of today, back on track food wise. i did a 30 min ca... Read more
Control...sing it Janet!
Saturday, July 07, 2012      2 comments

Thing shave kind of gone to hell in a hand basket. Im struggling with stress and having a hard time communicating what I feel so other understand, the result : Im a controlling Bitch. I feel overwhelmed with having to control everything, my cont... Read more
finally relaxing
Tuesday, July 03, 2012      1 comments

This must be what it means to relax....I am absolutely loving every second of this trip! I am having great adventures with my girls and tonight (around 12am) my husband will join the fun for the rest of the time we are here! GOd I miss his face!... Read more
Neither Here nor There
Saturday, June 30, 2012      1 comments

I guess i really am in "vacation mode" right now. I have no desire to get online right now....and while not completely in the food...trying to eat clean just all over the place. Part of the problem is having a terrible time dealing w... Read more

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