I Felt Like A Celebrity
This past weekend, I opened the show of my dreams playing the role of my dreams with the cast of my dreams. I have formed strong bonds with many of them and we all continue to explore the show we have and try to make it better. If we mess up, we... Read more
Living Another Day
Despite my absolute exhaustion (got home around 12am and went to bed at 12:30am), here are some things that keep me going and excited to live another day:
1). I am officially a PAID musical theatre actor. This won’t always be the case, but ... Read more
Starving Yourself Doesn't Work
The title of this blog says it all.
I tried, in vain, to starve myself by consuming only 160 calories shakes and have failed miserably. When will I learn that diet fads don't work? All it did was make me ravenous, irritable and sad. Ravenou... Read more
On the verge...
I am on the verge of giving up. Truly.
Slowly but surely, I'll be back to 225. I can't keep food out of my mouth and I eat it all before I even truly taste what I've put in my mouth. I've taken 25 steps back despite all of my progress. I'v... Read more
Fatty McFat Pants
This is how I feel today:
FAT. FAT. FAT.
My rolls are showing up a little more than usual... Read more
My Blog Is Ready!
In anticipation of my 85lb weight loss, I have written my blog celebrating it because I KNOW that I'm going to lose the weight. I KNOW that I'm going to see that scale go down and I KNOW that I'm going to fit into a size 14 like I want. As I los... Read more
I'm Done Being the Fat Girl
I'm not even going to pretend like I've been on track, but I can tell you the one thing that I have been this last week: positive. Sure, I'm way behind schedule and it loo... Read more
My Day, Brightened
Not only is the weather outside absolutely gorgeous, but a friend of mine's mother said the following abou... Read more
You read that right. I, MissB8604 am giving up cheese of all kinds for Lent.
Now, I'm not Lutheran or Catholic (Baptist actually), but I think the idea of Lent is really cool.
If you're not clear of what Lent is, here it is according... Read more
Call Me Ms. Lazy with Pecan Chicken and Maple Citrus Sauce
Lordy I look terrible today.
No really. I look TERRIBLE.
No make-up, no real effort with my clothes (at least in my opinion) and my hair looks terrible. I had an excellent weekend, got enough rest and did some damn good theatre but I ... Read more
Life: You Just Never Know What May Happen
I weighed in today (good news) but found myself still sad at the fact that I have such a ways to go. Okay, 20lbs isn't THAT much, but to me, it's scary and overwhelming. It took a while to bring myself back from so many weeks of binge eating, bu... Read more
EE Monster – 0, MissB8604 - 1
SparkFriends, I tricked my EE Monster…TWICE.
You read that right.
Here’s the story…
I planned a Valentine’s Day dessert party at my job and the majority of my co-workers brought cupcakes, cookies and candy. However, on... Read more
Enjoy the Moment and Be in the Present!
“We can't ever know for sure what's going to happen next. We can do our best to dream and thrive, but we don't know what's going to happen 5 seconds, 5 minutes or 1 year from now. What we can do is enjoy this moment and be in the present.”—Clair... Read more
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I'm Afraid, but Joyful.
I meant to post this blog days ago but never got around to it. I’m feeling really good mentally today and am filled with such joy. Perhaps this blog will help someone else to know that they’re not alone in their struggle.
I’m... Read more