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Sick of being sick
Thursday, October 13, 2016      4 comments

I hate being sick! I've have had the crud for like 5 weeks and I can't stand it anymore! I don't feel well enough to go to the gym, or move in anyway, and it is showing. I've gained 2lbs in the last 2 days. Not sure why this is so frustratin... Read more
Tuesday, August 09, 2016      2 comments

I'm so pissed right now! After my blog yesterday about the cookies I thought I had this under control! But no! Pizza called my name yesterday. It would have been fine if I'd have only eaten what I had at dinner but at about 8:30 I finished i... Read more
Lost My Cookies
Monday, August 08, 2016      1 comments

So yesterday I realized that even though I'm focused on my weight loss and watching what I eat, I'm still the fat kid who likes sweets! :) I lost control yesterday evening and I felt really bad about it. I'm away from home and staying in a ho... Read more
The right stuff
Sunday, July 17, 2016      1 comments

I've started over and begun this journey again but in a much better way. I lost 25 lbs without much effort and now I want to keep that momentum. I have been going to the gym and working out when I can and now I've started tracking my food. It... Read more
Tough Times
Thursday, August 20, 2015      5 comments

I'm torn. I have not willpower when it comes to food and I don't know why. I am a smart person who knows the right way to eat but I just don't do it. What's wrong with me?... Read more
Starting Over AGAIN
Monday, August 10, 2015      3 comments

Well I'm back! I know I can't do this alone. I have far too much to lose if I don't. My life, my kids, my job all are being affected by my weight. It's got to happen. I realized that this time I have to make small changes not try to do ever... Read more
Friday, June 28, 2013      2 comments

Yesterday sucked! I overate and I smoked a ton all the while feeling like crap and being so tired I couldn't enjoy anything, even time with an old friend. I know my mood is directly tied to my eating and that's what upsets me, the knowing what... Read more
Blob Blues?
Thursday, June 27, 2013      1 comments

I feel very down today. I've felt this way since last night and I can't shake it. I don't know if its my attitude, my fatigue, or just my general unhealth but I can't shake this crappy feeling. I feel alone and lonely with and without people ... Read more
Here we go again!
Wednesday, June 26, 2013      1 comments

Okay, today is the day! I have decided it's time to get my s**t together and get my weight under control. I ended up in the hospital with heat exhaustion 2 weeks ago and wasn't even out in the sun that long. I'm 34 years old and I felt like I... Read more
A Renewed Faith Means a New Start
Wednesday, August 17, 2011      1 comments

It's been a long Spring and Summer and I've made very little progress on my weight loss goals. My head and my heart tell me that losing weight is what I should do, but my willpower fails me over and over. However, in the last month I've found ... Read more
Monday, January 24, 2011      3 comments

Well, I've finally worked my way back here. I have totally fallen off the wagon since just after Thanksgiving. I guess I just wasn't ready. I feel like a failure and that I gave up on myself. The good new, however, is that I'm back! I'm rea... Read more
Unanswered Questions
Tuesday, December 07, 2010      2 comments

I knew this journey would not be easy. I have had a bad 4 days. I have basically stopped trying to do things the right way. However, I'm still tracking my food intake. I can see what I need to do, but I just can't seem to make myself do it. ... Read more
Sunday, December 05, 2010      5 comments

Okay, so I fell off the wagon this weekend. I was doing so well and again I sabotaged myself and just gave into my wants and needs. I don't understand why I can't just stop putting crappy food in my mouth. Plus, I went out drinking with frien... Read more
Wednesday, December 01, 2010      2 comments

2 more pounds gone. I'm so excited to see the scale going down instead of up. I look forward to the next day. I had one set back yesterday and I know why. My ex-husband called to talk to my kids. Not really a huge deal because he call... Read more
2 Down
Tuesday, November 30, 2010      3 comments

I lost two pounds!!! I've lost before, and lost a lot, but this time means more because I know I'm in a place to keep it off. So GO ME!!!! Stacie Miller... Read more

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