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Thoughts of grief
Sunday, December 18, 2011      2 comments

1. disbelief: Oh no this is not happening to me! 2. Confusion, forgetfulness 3. Preoccupation or Obsessive thinking. 4. Finality. It will never be the same. 5. Anger; it... Read more
Normal grief experiences
Sunday, December 18, 2011      2 comments

1. Stomach, holloness butterfies, hunger, nausea, loss of appetite 2. Chest, throat: Pain, tightness breathlessness 3. dry mouth, increased perspiration 4 shakiness 5. headach 6. Lack of energy;overall weakness 7. Overly sensitive t... Read more
Accept the reality of the loss
Wednesday, December 07, 2011      2 comments

As I accept that things will never be the same I look to old comforts that include sleeping more and eating sweet and salty foods with little nutrition and many calories. Escaping into TV, the computer or reading. Nothing that makes me move. Ha... Read more
Grief is not..
Saturday, December 03, 2011      3 comments

Grief is not a sign of weakness nor a loss of faith, it is th price of love. My neighbor is brain "dead" in the hospital for 16 days. She is still breathing without aid. I bring cookies to her adult children and sit with them for a while. Bu... Read more
2 Grief is not a sign of weakness
Tuesday, November 22, 2011      2 comments

Grief expressed is grief diminished. Denying my grief may be helpful in cutting myself from the pain but, the agony is still there and it will stay until I acknowledge it. It may be useful to remember that when I suffer a great loss, ... Read more
Grief over the holidays 1
Sunday, November 20, 2011      5 comments

I went to a retreat on dealing with grief over the holidays. Since I lost my wonderful Mother I have felt the touch of her love in many things and many times in my daily life n... Read more
ok chickies
Saturday, November 12, 2011      3 comments

Here I am having walked enough for today.. I am starting to realize I feel so much better when I take that walk. I am resolved to get to the walking group at Maidu. But it will have to be next week because i have to do the 8:45 shift ... Read more
Metza Metza
Saturday, November 05, 2011      5 comments

Do not know how to spell in Italian but it means it is a so-so kind of day I normally walk with a friend but she seems to be not feeling well today. So I am off with another friend but just later today.. I have been sending off way to many... Read more
I have been very neglectful
Saturday, October 29, 2011      4 comments

I have not been bloging .. but today... I missed spinning the wheel yesterday.. I never even started my computer. I did Walk three miles in 60 minutes today with my BFF. HURRAH! Hubby and I went out to eat. Talked to my Dad. Want to rea... Read more
Oct. 17
Monday, October 17, 2011      3 comments

I got a chance to walk twice this weekend but only short one mile and one and a half mile walks.. I was feeling very tired and it took all I could to do what I normally do easily. I still have a sore throat but I slept most of yesterday and al... Read more
not a good blog
Sunday, October 09, 2011      4 comments

So I am sitting here needing to have blogged last week and now having to do at least three to make up for missing. It was really hectic. I have a friend who's daughter is very sick and was in the hospital. She needed some support this week.... Read more
Is it another week already
Sunday, September 25, 2011      1 comments

I cannot believe it is already Saturday evening! I went to the Saturday evening Mass. I went for a walk. I am going to do my service tomorrow morning. Then I am goin... Read more
It is a new day
Thursday, September 22, 2011      2 comments

To anyone who keeps track of me.. I am doing ok but just not spending as much time on the computer. I am sure I will be back in my old stamping grounds. but just for today ... i am doing as much as I am able.. love to all... Read more
Well oh me, oh my, oh
Monday, September 12, 2011      2 comments

I thought I put a picture here but it looks like it found it's way into my blog. It is Archie wanting his morning snack before he will let me make coffee. I am back to nor... Read more
So today I am back
Wednesday, September 07, 2011      3 comments

Precious pictures of my mom before she went HOME. I have been a little lost and could not access a computer. I have been home since last Wednesday but could not gather ... Read more

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