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Picking myself up
Saturday, March 23, 2013      15 comments

This is the longest I have not blogged since 2011 I think. A month or so I went back to look at some old blogs and found that they were not there anymore... a little sad, maybe I should have saved them... it is interesting to go back in a diary ... Read more
It´s bad
Wednesday, March 13, 2013      14 comments

Horrible horrible day – and I did eat on it. Could not sleep for all the anxiety, making it hard to breathe. Considered to go to the hospital to get help but can´t see the use of it. Today I registered the food - and it was only slightly over my... Read more
Hanging in there
Tuesday, March 12, 2013      7 comments

Even though I had a stupid mail from daughters father I did not eat. I am awfully hungry. I hate my life. And I am not even a teenager anymore.... ... Read more
Another day...
Monday, March 11, 2013      4 comments

...and I had a terrible fight with that cake my daughter mad...she ate about half of it during the day and the rest was left for me to put away in a box and it did it smell nice? The voices in my head... ... Read more
The modern witch
Sunday, March 10, 2013      9 comments

I got another day without eating out of plan and I am very grateful. Just for today I will stick to my eating plan as well... I am hungry between meals so it is probably going to be rather hard. And it does not get better with daughter making a ... Read more
One day at the time
Saturday, March 09, 2013      5 comments

I have an "eleventh-step" OA-friend. We call the other every week day morning and talk 5-15 minutes about the past and coming day - if we had fear or were angry, if we held on to our food plans. This we have been doing since... I don´t even reme... Read more
Problems and solutions
Wednesday, March 06, 2013      5 comments

I went to a lecture yesterday about Appreciative Inquiry: and I can use a lot of it because it makes my life easier and more positive - but at the same time I am a litt... Read more
Falling behind
Monday, March 04, 2013      8 comments

This is pathetic - but since I reached the highest point level I am not at all that motivated to go into Spark and I have forgot to blog for two days. I have done this instead: ... Read more
~ RECOVERY ~
Friday, March 01, 2013      5 comments

:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~: The people who get on in the world are the people who get up and look for the circumstances they want. George Bernard Shaw :~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~: At th... Read more
~ FIGHTING ~
Wednesday, February 27, 2013      2 comments

:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~: And we have ceased fighting anything or anyone ... The Big Book, page 84 :~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~: It works at times and is really wonderful then, just to b... Read more
~ MEMORIES ~
Wednesday, February 27, 2013      6 comments

:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~: Some memories are realities ... and are better than anything that can ever happen to one again. Willa Cather :~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~: One thing that is ... Read more
~ PROGRESS ~
Tuesday, February 26, 2013      7 comments

:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~: " ... I was taught that the way of progress is neither swift nor easy." Marie Curie :~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~: I am starting to wonder what progress really... Read more
~ HUMILITY ~
Monday, February 25, 2013      5 comments

:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~: To the humble man, and to the humble man alone, the sun is really a sun; to the humble man, and to the humble man alone, the sea is really a sea. G.K. Chesterton :~*~:. .:~*... Read more
A beautiful sunday
Sunday, February 24, 2013      5 comments

Today is february at its best - sunshine, snow melting and it seems as people everywhere are out skiing, skating or walking. Not me. I feel tired and unmotivated and decided to try to like yself despite this. Tomorrow is payday and I had a ... Read more
I am not alone
Saturday, February 23, 2013      7 comments

After getting that calendar for procrastinators I have contemplated the subject a lot and yesterday I stumbled into this article. chronicle.com/article/Ho
w-to-ProcrastinateStill/93959 ..and I have had the wrongt st... Read more

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