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Perspective
Friday, September 03, 2010      8 comments

The past year has bee a very bumpy road for me - not living with my child gives a lot of pain and shame. It is better now but I still get really strong impulses to commit suicide because I can´t see any solution ahead and time goes by. It is a l... Read more
Organic food
Sunday, August 29, 2010      9 comments

I saw some teve-program about growing your own food that claimed that "industrial" chicken ha less protein and more fat compared to organic. So I´ve been looking around for organic chicken and finally found out that I could order it through a ve... Read more
Not so perfect
Saturday, August 28, 2010      8 comments

Today I am quoting the daily reflections because I could have written every word myself: :~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~: People throw away what they could have by insisting on perfection, which they cannot have, and l... Read more
Anxiety lifting
Friday, August 27, 2010      6 comments

When I arrived at work yesterday my adrenline was up over my eyebrows and I felt desperate when I realised I hardly knew how to start the editing coputer that I am supposed to use for layout... went to the chied editor and told him that I just c... Read more
Ten minutes against cravings...
Wednesday, August 25, 2010      8 comments

I was still hungry after yesterdays dinner. Put the alarm for te minutes and waited. Still hungry. Waited another ten minutes. And another. The I had tea and a sandwhich with ham. I don´t feel good about it but it is history.... Read more
Diagnosed with eating disorder
Tuesday, August 24, 2010      13 comments

Yesterday I wen to the eating disorder clinic or my second meeting and found out that my tests show that I have an "undefined eating disorder" Undefined mean that I don´t have any compensatory behaviours like vomiting (bulimi) or obsessive exerc... Read more
Success is unavoidable...
Sunday, August 22, 2010      12 comments

So I´m reading one of coach Deans articles on how to stop negative thinking and I quote: "If you think you’re "doomed to be fat forever," tell yourself that success is unavoidable if you want it; if you’re feeling like a "lazy slug," tell y... Read more
Monday, monday....
Monday, August 16, 2010      6 comments

Last night I had every intention to get up early this morning and cycle to the train and then to work. This morning was another story, I had a very long argument with myself because if I go by train I ought to get up at five in order to be ... Read more
Mayan apocalypse
Friday, August 13, 2010      9 comments

Losebuddahbelly wrote about the mayan apocalypse that som expects in 2012 and that it would be an excuse to eat and relax tday beacuse what´s the use if we are going to die soon. My thougts are these: My personal apocalypse came in 2003 whe... Read more
Another week starts
Sunday, August 08, 2010      4 comments

The cat appeared from the second floor, it is still not a good sign that she was hidden for a day but it was a relief that she showed up. Her asthma is worse and I called the owner - unfortunately she will be away for two weeks so I ´m hoping t... Read more
Cat gone missing...
Sunday, August 08, 2010      6 comments

We have two cats in this house. On ordinary cat who is outdoors most nights and who really seems to be able to take care of himself. I will throw him out evenings because otherwise he would want to go out at three o clock in the morning and will... Read more
This is me...
Saturday, August 07, 2010      13 comments

f you drop an egg on the floor... you don't throw the rest of them down too... you clean up your mess and move on.. ...I usually throw down the whole packet and go out and buy some more and throw them in too... I have really bad habits whe... Read more
Another quote..
Thursday, August 05, 2010      6 comments

..I hve to give you another quote... so true: :~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~ "For the things we have to learn before we can do them, we learn by doing them." Aristotle :~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:... Read more
Blogging
Monday, August 02, 2010      7 comments

I always save the blog writes for "later" because I want to write interesting things... that means that there is no blog at all. Just for today, I´ll give you a quote from my daily reflectins: :~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~*~:. .:~... Read more
Using the clicker theory on kids....
Thursday, July 22, 2010      6 comments

At my daughters summer camp we give out little pearls. On the first day each kid was given a little snap-hook with a thread to save their pearl on. They were told that we would give out pearls for behaviour we approved of and the earned pearls c... Read more

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