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Pressure of waiting
Thursday, April 22, 2010      7 comments

So my interview went well - I think. Good atmosphere in the room, interesting conversation, I have hope. But I think it is very hard to have to wait for a week for the result. There are two more to be interview and I assume that they are no... Read more
I need good wishes!
Wednesday, April 21, 2010      23 comments

...I don´t want to say that I need prayers, because it´s "just" a job I am hoping for but all you Spark Friends; send me your best wishes for tomorrow when I go to a job interview. It is as a editor for a business supplement (?) for one of our r... Read more
Ashe consequences
Sunday, April 18, 2010      8 comments

I am not sure if it´s the same in english but "sociala medier" is translated "social media" ...and it is SO interesting to se how internet +problems +creativity = new solutions. From my e-mailcommunitys I learn that people are stuck in Lo... Read more
Quoting persistance...
Sunday, April 18, 2010      2 comments

A quote that I will try to remember every morning... said in a greater context ut surely can be used on a personal level: "The prayer of our souls is a petition for persistence; not for the one good deed, or a single thought, but deed on deed ... Read more
The last minute blog...
Thursday, April 15, 2010      7 comments

...ok, so I did not blog yesterday and now it´s four minutes to six and I can still get points for a blog so I can´t resist the temptation... I am a bad pointcollector... ... Read more
The neuroplastic brain
Wednesday, April 14, 2010      7 comments

I saw this amazing program about the neuroplastic brain – the brain is no machine or computer it is living tissue and it changes forever with every thought that passes thr... Read more
..Through a broken heart
Tuesday, April 13, 2010      8 comments

A quote from Oscar Wilde: ”How else would Christ enter but through a broken heart?” I find it in a context that says that ”shame is a constant reminder that we never can live up to the perfects standards of what we ought to be. The paradox ... Read more
Nothing happened” blessings…
Saturday, April 10, 2010      7 comments

It´s time to change to summer tires – mine were totally worn out when I switched to winter so I left them outside because They needed no protection. Round christmas I ob... Read more
Hall of shame
Friday, April 09, 2010      9 comments

I have these sudden attacks of complete hopelessness – I dont think I am depressed because mostly I feel determinated to work on and try more and hang in there… But I can´t seem to stay away from binges and I have a hard time to get goi... Read more
I´m still here!
Thursday, April 08, 2010      10 comments

Today that fact has to be a focus of mine - I overate yesterday evening after having a great day so today I feel hopeless again... until I search my friends for the sparkers I envied at the beginning because they were losing so much and doing so... Read more
Bingeing definitions
Wednesday, April 07, 2010      7 comments

I suddenly thought it was interesting to define bingeing more closely – are there more than one kind in my life? - I have the sudden binge, I am perfectly all right and eat balanced and then SUDDENLY find myself stuffing my face with someth... Read more
Also progress
Friday, April 02, 2010      8 comments

I went to a AA lunch meeting - they start at twelve and I have a half hours drive so I don´t eat before the meeting. Took a cup of coffee - and two small cookies (differen... Read more
Really passive...
Thursday, April 01, 2010      7 comments

... I have no energy at all - I have eaten sensibly and gone to the stable but I feel like I have been on my sofa most of the time... I blame it on a reaction from the dogdeath and allow myself to feel totally off. The teenage daughter came... Read more
Wednesday, March 31, 2010      2 comments

This is a day that I am happy to put behind me.... Read more
Afternoon drama
Tuesday, March 30, 2010      14 comments

On my way home from the stable I walk out into the pasture to feed my horses some carrots. The old bordercollie follows and gets hunted by the yearling filly. I tell the bitch to leave the pasture and she does but returns as soon as I have turne... Read more

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